03. Trauma

Nora was having a bad time. As a succubus, she had the mental age of an ancient being, out there to spread corruption and lust to the mortal realms. However, in this human form, she was pathetically mortal in many aspects. For instance, Nora doesn't have access to the vast knowledge she accumulated as a demon. The feeble human mind wouldn't be able to endure such a thing. Instead, she only had limited access towards it. She also had Allison's human memories which were useful to navigate in this realm, but they also affected her personality. Usually, she would aspire to be the ultimate seductive, warping the minds and loins of world leaders, but not this time. Allison's memories and remnants of her personality make it hard to become such a well-seasoned seducer. That was fine as well, she had all the time in the world to correct and reshape her personality to her liking. But she underestimated the feebleness of a mortal body.

In the beginning, she was trying to play the classic role of an innocent virgin who was trying to make money by selling her money. However, it caught Nora off guard how easily she acted in that role. In hindsight, that shouldn't have been a surprise because that was the same way Allison would have behaved. Well, if the original Allison ever would consider selling her body and doing OnlyFans in the first place.

But she will find a way to work with such a weak mind and body. Luckily enough, within Allison's memories, there are a lot of memories dealing with trauma, often related to bullying. Which didn't help her out in the end, but that's of no concern to Nora. The self-help and self-care content Allisons consumed suggest slightly different approaches and solutions. However, most of them suggest starting with assessing your situation and afterwards dealing with it accordingly. Like talking to friends or getting psychiatric help. The original owner of this body was too much of a loner for the former and too poor for the latter.

But Nora had no problems evaluating her current situation. Norathlem the demonic seductress, and Allison the fat loser high school drop-out are both influencing her. She regarded herself as Norathlem and would prefer to have access to all of her past experiences and skills. But she opted for her current situation for a reason. In more magic-filled realms, she may have been more powerful and more capable, but so were her enemies. She was under the consistent threat of the Inquisition and holy warriors that were specifically hunting down their kind. In this world, she had to deal with lesser threats if contained in a rather vulnerable position, both physically and mentally. In return, she can slowly and safely build up her reserves by having sexual acts, that's one of the advantages she can abuse as a succubus. Every succubus will passively fill up their reserves by doing sexual acts. It's not much, and way less effective than draining lifeforce or magic, but it's one of the stealthiest and most accessible abilities she can use. And she planned to stay here for a long time, preferably without being exposed as a demon from the hells. So, she had concluded even in her pure demonic form that the safest option was the best option.

With that said, having parts of Allison's personality is something she is willing to endure. But the proud succubus had a hard time admitting that Allison's memories are affecting her to such a degree. Nora for the first time since eons, actually feared having sex with a man. She felt revulsion at having sex with a man "twice" her age. She felt shame and disgust at selling her body. Nearly as much shame as becoming an OnlyFans model. The painful way the stranger took her virginity and the way Nora was forced to act like she truly enjoyed it, created one of the most humiliating moments in her life. The demonic part of her scoffed at this mortal weakness. She was the great Whore, she pleased with great joy all kinds of men, women and creatures. The elderly, the deformed, the sick, it doesn't matter to her. She was burned alive, raped, tortured and killed many times over. The pain was just another sensation of excitement to the succubus. But not anymore. Pain affects her now. Being raped was one of her most feared things. Nora concluded that the way Bobby treated her like an object, made her feel that kind of violation that someone would feel like after being raped - to a certain degree. That's why she cried in the shower after Bobby fucked her there. Bobby set cameras everywhere and as much as Nora was willing to perform, Bobby didn't give her any breathing room. No room to retreat to, no place where she could hide and take a rest. Even her crying in the shower was recorded. She seemed like a scared little girl, weeping in the shower all alone. Be it as it may, Nora wasn't Allison. While feeling all these kinds of emotions, she also felt arousal. She felt excited at being humiliated, she felt alive while feeling pain. She loved being treated like an object, and especially being fucked while asleep became later one of her favourite new kinks. Also, a twisted part of her wanted Bobby's approval.

Those were Nora's thoughts while she drifted to sleep on her first day at Bobby's home.

She awoke early in the morning, not entirely willingly. After all, she woke up because someone was pounding on her. A warm long member was entering and exiting out of her cunt, doing slicking noises. Nora felt terrified again, which humiliated her prideful succubus part, which in return aroused her again. Nora tensed up, hoping that Bobby didn't notice that she had awoken. She came and shortly after that Bobby came in her cunt. Technically speaking, Nora wasn't on the pill, but due to her body modification, she won't get pregnant nor experience her period currently. However, Bobby wasn't finished. He put some kind of fabric into her pussy and he poked his dirty rod against Nora's lips - he noticed that she was indeed awake. Nora, still keeping up with this charade, began to softly suckle on his semi-erect glans, cleaning it up like Bobby expected her to do so. Nora was too frightened to do anything else, other than slowly clean up his juice-coated penis. It was ridiculous to pretend doing this while asleep but both Bobby and a part of Nora were enjoying this charade. That's why she cleaned his glans and the upper part of his shaft with her tongue and her mouth with minimal movement. His penis deflated slowly under her ministration. His flaccid dick was soon swallowed by Nora's mouth entirely giving it a proper cleaning. Bobby, satisfied with this, pulled his penis out of her mouth and slapped his flaccid dick on her face. Nora flinched for a split second but Bobby didn't comment on it either. He just continued to let his shrivelled-up dick and balls rest on her face until Nora heard some camera snapshot noises. He was making dick pics with Nora's face in the background. Soon after, he left her there without saying a word. Both of them knew that she was awake. The thought of the entire ordeal embarrassed her and made her wet at the same time.

After Bobby left the room, Nora stood up. She was still naked and wore these fishnet stockings that looked good on. She liked certain aspects of the self-care books Allison read. She approved of loving herself and her body. However, something was hanging out of her pussy. She pulled the fabric out of her and realised that it was an old, cum and pussy-juice stained sock. Her cheeks reddened even further at realising that Bobby used an old sock, probably his, to stuff in her vagina from leaking. Despite all of that, Nora took a deep breath and smiled. She still felt a lot of shame, embarrassment and humiliation for herself. But she had already gotten used to that a little bit. She smiled towards the camera and began to sniff deeply at the sock. She nearly gagged at the pungent smell. Nonetheless, she licked some wet spots off of it directly in front of the camera. Nora didn't know if the cameras were still on or not. But it didn't matter. It was more of a symbolic act anyway. She may not become an expert seducer and symbol of lust immediately, but becoming a slut? That's easy.