Chapter 11

EMILIA'S POV

My eyes went wide open as Xavier's lips smashed into mine. At first, I was scared and my entire body went rigid. I didn't know what to do at that point until I felt his fingers in my hair pulling me closer to him.

His other hand was at the back of my waist as he drew me more to him making me lose balance and collapse on his huge and strong body.

I could not tell what happened or how it happened but all I know is that I began to move my lips with his. A sudden weakness purge my body and my knees grew weaker.

A foreign sound escaped my lips and I began to feel a weird sensational feeling in-between my thighs down my virginal. I squeezed my virginal to reduce the strange feelings but it increases.

It's obvious I don't know what I was feeling but no matter what Xavier was doing is wrong, I want more of it.

I squeezed myself more into Xavier and grabbed his face and kissed him back.

Wait! Did I just kiss Xavier back?

I panicked and push him back, we were both breathing hard like we just climbed down from a mountain. Of course, we just did, we just climbed down the forbidden Mountain.

"Xavier" I trembled and moved a few steps back "I am sorry" I didn't know what to say after what happened.

My lips felt bruised as I placed the tip of my fingers on them, everything I felt just seemed strange including the burning sweet but yet a feeling I should answer that sweet but yet strange sensation in between my legs.

Even if I have something to say, I don't think that I would be able to do such a thing with Xavier staring at me like that.

His eyes were dark and dim, not dark as in black, it looks like he had was possessed or something. His hair look rough as a result of my finger in them minutes ago His gaze homed on my parted lips and he groaned.

"I should get going," I said and turned back immediately but Xavier held my wrist "I need to Uhmmm...Pee?" I shrugged.

It happened so fast, well I kind of see this in Korean dramas and never thought it could happen real until Xavier proved me wrong. He pulled me close and bent me, the back of my waist was on his arm, resting on him so I won't fall. His gaze stared intensively into my eyes as he lowered himself.

His grip was tight and I couldn't free myself so I did the crazy things I see them do in Korean dramas, I closed my eyes.

"Stay far from Devin," He said and raised me back to my feet.

His scary and yet luring eyes bored into mine for a whole before he sighed, link his lower lips and walked away. To his facial expression, he looks angry, dominant, searching, and hungry at the same time.

He is literally hungry for me and I don't know what to do except to feel strange.

I was more than angry than shocked! Can't I be different? What I wanted was another kiss but at the same time, I didn't want any more of it. In fact, I am scared.

It's hard to believe but I have to admit Xavier just stole my first kiss, he literally made it a memorable one and I am sure I would never forget such. No one would ever forget this type of kiss, the forbidden type of kiss stolen by your hot STEP BROTHER.

"What have I done?" I gasped as I walked to my bed, trembling like a wet leaf "What did I do?"

Although I enjoyed every bit of the kiss and wanted more.

"What was I thinking?" I scold myself as I collapsed on my bed.

The first kiss of my entire life is what just happened seconds ago and the kisser acted like he never kisses me. He literally talked about something else and his facial expression showed something else seconds after I broke the kiss.

I touched my lips and sigh, funny enough, it still felt like his lips were still on mine.

The foreign sensation in between my legs continues and I don't know what to do. The forbidden urge to touch me arrived making me very scared.

If I stay alone, I know I won't be able to survive the urge that I have to go grab my book. Most of the time, I have this book where I jot down my ideas before putting them in proper writing. Although my writing pattern had been kind of rated and boring that's why people hardly read my book

After trying to put down a few lines and failing awfully, I decided to go and watch some of the latest Anime. It's been a while I watched directly from the television since my Mom stopped me from watching because of my harsh nature.

Still, yet, my favorite Anime looked boring to me. It didn't take long before I decided to close my eyes for a minute and think about something else.

Not a long I felt myself being lifted bodily from the couch. At first, I didn't want to imagine I am been carried but when I felt his strong arms lifting my body and throwing me over his shoulder, I knew it was Xavier.

What should I do?

I didn't move, nor talk, nor act like I was awake.

He should be carrying me with one of his hands because I wasn't feeling the other. Slow but steady, he walked into our room closing the door gently, it seems like he doesn't want to wake me up.

A small creepy smile appeared on my face as I wonder what he would do if he knew I was awake all this while. After placing me gently on my bed, he moved my shoes and stared at me in silence for a while.

My cheeks redden in embarrassment as I realized what he might be thinking. He should not be possibly thinking of changing my outfit for me because I was too lazy, tired, and forgot to take my bath. If not for something, I would have still been carrying my bag but I forgot it in the car.

"Good night, Emily" he finally decided to kiss my forehead as he walked away.

I heaved a sigh of relief as soon as he left, it was like I let out the air I didn't realize I was holding until he turn to look at my red face. Since I didn't want him to know I had been awake, I closed my eyes immediately.

"I know you are Awake," Xavier said "Your red chins can tell more than they should" he went silent for a while then sigh aloud "About what happened earlier, it was a mistake and I am sorry"

WHAT!!!

My heart stopped beating for a few seconds before resuming. I refuse to believe what I just heard until my lame brain began to play it again

'About what happened earlier, it was a mistake and I am sorry'

Did he just classify my first kiss as a mistake?