Straight boys always break your heart

Saffran never

replied. As usual. He kept Norman on seen. Norman knew it. Saffran is angry.

Now he wont talk with him unless Normans says it was a prank. Norman doesn't

wanna lie to him. He doesn't wanna deny his feelings. So as soon as he goes to

his home he doesn't waste any time. They arrived at evening. Norman quickly

changes his clothes and heads for Saffran's home.

But little

did the boy know Saffran had a surprise for him there. When Saffran opened the

door a poker face was all he gave. But what pained Norman to the core is when

Jess came to the door in her baby blue underwear.

Norman's

pain was visible on his face. Tears were streaming from his eyes constantly.

But Saffran didn't care. He had the same cold face when he slammed the door on Norman's

face.

His heart

hurts physically. He cant describe this pain. The rain pours on him like

shower. He doesn't know where he is going. The road seems unknown. Saffran didn't

even bother to think twice before sending him in this bad weather. The rain

hides his tears but his heart seems to bleed. Just why? Is it so wrong to love

someone? He could deny him nicely. What's with that expression like he is

disgusted with him? And in addition to his misery he even brought his ex into

his house. God know what they were doing. Was the time they spent together so

worthless to him? Whenever Saffran was in pain Norman wouldn't hesitate to calm

him. He would stand by his side no matter whatever he did, whatever he said to

him. Let along the romantic feelings bit how could he cut off their friendship?

He assured him that this time he'd fix his mistakes. He wont repeat what he did

in middle school. Then why?

Norman

screams crouching down on the empty road. "LIAR! HE'S A LIAR!" He creams

looking at the sky. The pain wont subside. He's feeling suffocated.

He doesn't

hear anything. And when he someone pulls him in their chest he finally notices

his surrounding. "You wanna die or something?!" A masculine voice. Raven. He

looks up at Raven. He has an extremely worried expression. "Norm! Are you

okay!?" He panics. Norman  doesn't wanna

tell anyone. "I-I'm fine." Raven's face softens. "I can see. I won't force you

to tell. But for now let me take you home." Norman nods.

Under

Raven's floral clear umbrella, Raven doesn't even let go of his hand. He is

afraid Norman will do something crazy. Norman's mom had to go to her job since

she didn't got any vacation. So nobody is at Norman's home. Raven takes him to

his house. All this time Norman didn't utter any word. Just some sniffles.

After

reaching his house Raven orders him to have a warm shower. Norman was reluctant

but he couldn't fight with Raven's persistence. So he did as he told.

Norman felt

better after the shower. Not to mention he cried for 15 minutes in the shower,

he is now feeling light though a dull ache is still there on his heart. When he

comes to the drawing room he sees Raven sitting on the sofa with a tea cup. He

Is deep in though. Norman's cough gets him to reality. "Oh you're done. Here I

made some herbal tea for you." Norman smile a little and takes the cup.

Raven doesn't

say anything. But looking at his fidgeting Norman knows that he wanna ask

something. "You can ask me." Raven looks at him nervously. "Will you go to

school tomorrow." Norman nods his head. How will he face him? He is 1000% sure that

he will just break down by the mere sight of him. He can't handle this. "I will

go when you'll go." Raven sighs. "Norm. You know I'm suspended." "You only have

one more day." Norman looks at him sceptically. "Oh yeah. I forgot. Ok then." A

silence comes after. Nobody talks about anything. Norman silently sips his tea.

Raven is dying to ask what happened to him, why he was screaming in the middle

of the road. But he chose not to. Norman 

isn't in the best mood.

"Umm...I'll

go then. It's getting dark." Norman 

shots him a pitiful look which makes the latter boy reluctant to go. "Please

stay for some more time." He nods immediately. He sees Norman shiver meaning

he's cold. The temperature quickly dropped outside due to rain. Without

thinking enough he blurts out, "You wanna cuddle?" Norman widens his eyes. He

hesitates a little but eventually nods his head.

"Wait. Let

me bring a blanket." Raven goes to Norman's room and runs to the sofa quickly

like a child. He covers both Norman and him after putting Norman on his lap. Then

he turns on the T.V and puts on some cheesy movie.

It feels

warm but Norman misses Saffran's touches. He used to make him sit on his lap

like this too. And it instantly makes him tear up. Knowing he won't get any of

the pretty boy's touch ever again in the future just breaks his heart again and

again. But what can he do. After all he's straight. And a straight guy will

never return a gay boy's feelings.

Cause

straight boys always break your heart.