Statement of an atheist

Episode-1: "Panic"

The time is in the middle of 2012 (for good reason I am not saying day or month). 9 o'clock at night. Today the store has to close a little early. There is an invitation to Mama's house. A while ago, my father told me on the phone that they had gone to my uncle's house. They say mother, father, younger brother, younger sister. I just closed the shop and stepped to go to my uncle's house, suddenly Joddin's phone rang.

O-hello?

- Unpleasant, did you post it?

-Which one?

- What did you say before our prophet?

- What did I say?

-Think about it. In a photo post of three girls wearing hijab.

- Oh, what happened?

- Why did you call our prophet Luiccha!

-He has had illicit sexual relations with many maids. This word goes with him.

- Do you have any proof?

- Yes, there is.

- Are you in the store? I'm coming to the store now.

- No, I closed the shop now. I am going to eat an invitation at my uncle's house.

- All right, call me when you get there.

Jashed, Joddin, Raiser, Rappi, Raju, Shawkat, Ripon, Abul, Humayun, they are childhood friends. I have known them for four years. My acquaintance with Joddin and Raiser lasted for a couple of months, through Jashed. They both lived in Cyprus. The two came from Cyprus a couple of months ago. While Joddin Raiser was an expatriate, however, I heard many stories of Joddin Raiser in the face of Jashed. When they went to the bar, how the girls danced in the nightclub, the girls in the nightclub could be put to bed in exchange for alcohol. They also had a girlfriend there. Boyfriends and girlfriends live together there. Joddin has been living with one of his girlfriends as a husband and wife for four years. His girlfriend was a Christian. The country was the Philippines. Raiser or girlfriend changed every six months. He used to make girl friends when he saw beauty. I have heard these stories from Jashed. Jashed is my close friend. He would actually tell them stories from time to time in the store. Again Joddin Raiser and I know about it through Jashed. A good friendship developed between them after Raiser Joddin came from Cyprus. At that time any of my friends would invite me to the yellow ceremony. There used to be a hangout. I have occasional whiskey brandy vodka again. Never say no. I was the main attraction among their friends. All of them were Muslims. I was the only Hindu family. They also knew that I was an atheist. I do not believe in action in any religion. They read my book of poems. Rappi, Humayun, Raju, Shawkat, Jased, Abul, sometimes told me to become a Muslim. And if I wanted to be a Muslim, they would tell me to marry a Muslim girl.

I would say, - What is a Muslim again? Everyone is human. Where is the Muslim written on the body of a Muslim girl?

Rappie used to say, -If you don't convert to Islam, you will never be married to a Muslim girl.

Humayun used to say, - Well, unpleasant, if you marry a Muslim girl, how will you live?

- The matter is simple. If he wants to practice religion. Why should I stop?

Humayun said, -Tarman you will follow your religion and his religion?

- Hey Humayun, I do not believe in any religion, why should I practice religion?

Humayun and Rappi used to say, what will happen to the Hindu family you were born into?

I used to say, - Do I have a hand on jumma...

In this way, there would be many more arguments. Raju would come there again and again and accompany us. Raju used to say, don't talk about religion with this unpleasant atheist. We will lose our faith. They would not laugh less about Durga Kali Shiva Ling again. I also used to play tunes with them. Again, in many of their wedding ceremonies, they used to beg me to eat beef. But I did not eat. I didn't really like eating.

They used to say, - You are an atheist. So where is the problem with cows? Surely you follow Hinduism in your heart. You are an atheist in front of us.

I would tell them, -If I told you to eat dog or cat meat, would you be able to eat? No, you can't. It is a matter of taste. If we had been fed dog and cat meat from a young age, we would have learned to eat it. And if beef and goat meat had not been fed to us since childhood, then today beef and goat meat would be our distaste. And yes Hindus eat turtle meat. I have no interest in turtle meat again.

Sometimes arguing, playing cricket, playing football, spending time with them happily. I used to enjoy it a lot.

After receiving an invitation from my uncle's house, I called Joddin.

- Yes, unpleasant, where are you?

- In front of the school.

- Well, wait, I hung up the phone saying I'm coming.

Joddin came and raised his eyebrows and said in a very hard voice, "Well, when did our Prophet have sex with the maids?"

-When did you? He had illicit relations with more than one maid. Bibi Hapsa, number six, was sent to her father's house and had intercourse with maid Maria. Is it an illicit relationship?

Joddin said, "Look, our Prophet has abolished the practice of slavery." He stopped the slave trade in Arabia at that time.

-Then he bought a slave and asked him to give Mohrana to whom? These are in the verses of the Qur'an.

- Unpleasant, you will not say a single bad thing! You will prove to me when the Prophet had sex with maids.

After a while Jashed comes, he asks, what happened Joddin?

Joddin said, -Apriya says that our prophet or woman has been deprived of character?

Jashed seemed to fall from the sky. Fire in his eyes, he said, -What! Unpleasant you said this?

Seeing his anger, I was silent.

Joddin said hotly, not only did he say, he also called our prophet Luiccha on Facebook.

Jashed said to the ummah, - What? Jashed told me again, unpleasant you will remove that post tonight. Otherwise you have to leave this area.

I said, - No, Jashed, I will not move. And this area is yours? You say I'm leaving?

Jashed chop boy came to hit me, Joddin grabbed him.

I said very harshly, -Jashed, aren't you ashamed that you are coming to kill me? You are my friend It can be discussed. What is there to fight here?

Jashed said to Joddin, - Joddin, you understand the unpleasant. My head is on fire.

Joddin said, "Well, you go home unpleasant." Tomorrow will prove us. Otherwise you have to leave this area.

I left that night.

I understand that there is a fear in my chest. I am going to sleep side by side. I can't sleep. How do I prove it now? Then late at night I contacted the famous atheist dandipalla damadam in a massage. I said to her, "Well, is it true that the Prophet suffered from Maria Dasi?"

He said, - Of course it is true.

-Brother will you give him a little link? I am in a lot of danger.

Without telling him, he gave the whole link from Dharmakari to Maria-Nabi's cartoon sex and verse number.

Thank you very much to the scales. So far the water is real.

Then I said to my Facebook friend Nirhara, "Well, that maid is halal in Islam, is it written in the Qur'an?"

He said, what does it mean to have.

He recited verse 50 of the Qur'an. I don't remember exactly what was written there. I gave you four maids. There was a verse of this type.

Didn't sleep all night. The whole night was spent in anxiety and worry. I came at 9 in the morning and opened the shop. After a while, Rappi and Raju came with Honda.

Rappi said, I heard everything unpleasant yesterday. Can you prove it?

I wrote the status on the mobile and said, -yes.

On hearing this, Rappi and Raju swelled their cheeks and left.

After a while, Jashed came and slapped my hand saying what are you writing on your mobile again. Mobile runs to one side of the palm injury! I took the mobile from below and said, -Jashed you are my friend, I don't expect this kind of behavior from you.

Jashed said, - Friend Maire cud! You are Dundee's pola. With you

Then where did Joddin, Rappi, Raju, Ripon, Abul come from?

They said, - This is Jashed! Why are you warming your head?

Jashed's father and the imam of the mosque came from somewhere and said, - What happened, why are you killing Apriya?

Rappi said, no no hitting, nothing happened. Uncle you go.

Jashed rushed to his father and said, "Father Apriya has called our prophet Luichcha!"

He turned back like a wounded tiger and said, -What!

He shouted, "Did you say that?"

I said yes. The Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) used to enjoy maids, so I said Luichcha

He kept punching me at random to get me to show this!

Jashed, Rappi, Joddin, Ripon Abul grabbed him and took him out of the shop. He goes out and cries loudly. And he says to me, unpleasant, you were such a big infidel, I did not know. I used to love you very much. Why did you tell our prophet this? Our Prophet is the beloved Messenger of Allah. Dandy baby, how dare you say this? He is shouting that he should leave this area.

The news spread like wildfire. People started gathering slowly in front of the shop. Some are coming with photos, some with killers, some with long bangles. Some say he should be slaughtered immediately. Someone says you should be buried alive. Someone is saying make Aga Kaitya a Muslim in Halare. Someone is talking about so much? Shop jute vainga de. Someone says whore pola! Magir pola! Motherfucking out of Dundee's pola shop! I will slaughter you now.

Those who say these things are all familiar faces. Some called me brother, some called me grandfather. Again, I would call any of them uncles or uncles. In these four years of shopkeeping life, I have never cheated anyone. I did not harm anyone. Even though he was a Hindu, he had a special respect in the whole area. Some uncles used to call him Phulbabu, Apriya Babu. Today that uncle is abusing my mother and sister. Someone called the landlord of my shop to come soon. People are coming in groups, the situation is getting worse. I am sitting in a chair inside the shop. My hands and feet are shaking in vain. I can't stop if I want to.