feeling lucky

It was a sweet day when I woke up and I was feeling great like my dreams will come true destiny will be on my side and suddenly my thoughts changed and fear ya fear was the feeling that I felt. and I completely ignore with the excitement of doing what I wanted to do from such a long time. am I thinking right I am going to write a novel and for that purpose I have to go back to village. isn't this the best thing that is happening in my life.

I felt so lucky at that my all novels were best seller. I was on top but I was so busy in all this work that i couldn't go back to my village and thus I was happy to go back to live a little bit peace time.

I got out of my bed i had already packed everything so I took shower and then had my breakfast. but still I was anxious about something it felt like something was not right. I ignored that feeling again and thought that it's just because i am visiting my village after 15 long years none of my family member was there but alot of memories were still there waiting for me to come back and enjoy every part of them. but destiny takes you where you are needed even if you will never choose to go there even if you never want to have those horrible experiences which will change your life. which will bring a fear you have never known. this the story of life which changed me but I have learned a huge lesson out of it. the story that begins with fear and darkness.