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Well, it's late in the morning now, and like usual, my emotions is running amok again

I have so much feelings that I haven't expressed, so many words that I haven't said, but this 1000 character limit is preventing me

I just don't know how to start. I'm too afraid to even dare to message you personally.

It's 3:21 am now, and out of extreme emotions. I read the messages between us before. It was cringe, but also r0manțìc. See how often I say "| ļ0ve ý0u" to you every time we talk. We talked about dreams and our every day live. It was pretty normal.

Then then it was gone, I don't know what came over me to do such thing. I don't know what you felt after it but hopefully it was quick, unlike me full of guilt slowly eating what's ever left of me

Damn, this dreams and hopes is as painful as my own regrets Tell you what, I'm still hoping that everything will go back to the way it was before, but I know myself that it's not possible anymore and I should move on now, which I wasn't able to