song of Abhorrence

Mother Xiao... this child greets you " the boy said as he showed his respects

" you haven't answered my question... " the woman dressed in revealing clothes made out of thin satin and big bulging pearls, her face thought had natural beauty now set like a setting out of a carnival show.

" or is it that you haven't learned your lesson from last time, a child oh so sad past that if your father hadn't forgotten about her she would have been alive, ha! Let's not talk about the goddess she was one of the stupidest ones thinking that a man with a stick wouldn't get trapped in a hole. "

the boy while listening to the woman could only wait for her to let him be.

The woman before him that he so much abhorred. A woman that made his father forget about the one woman he said he'd love, his mother.

his mother who he later understood committed suicide because of the rumors and hateful threats coming her way. after a while, it came to her ears that her husband had a mistress, who at the time was just a lowly snake shifter, the man slowly forgetting completely about his wife.

" I will take my leave now, empress dowager. " my face held a smirk as I said those word her face full of anger, she was furious I took my leave at that moment she had never liked the fact i was first born and heir to the throne she had harboured a great hatred for the words ' Empress Dowager '.

I was directed to the library because of my studies of the afternoon... in my mind thinking about the woman that could be out there in hopes the woman who is my soulmate is a beauty, I'll come for you soon my lady.

Hao Tama

' I'm booooredd, soo booooooriiinggg ' I am currently sitting at the waterfall completely bored because of the lack of things to do.

"Tama-sama, please move from the cliff, it is dangerous even for someone like you injuries are still capable to appear on you " Kuluo, the racoon walked beside me.

" ugh... Kuluo you always ruin my fun haven't you seen that this is calming my nerves because of this boring place, besides i am already grown "

i say as i sweep up my feet of the edge of the cliff and stand up my long hair trailing after me " Kinue, how is my mother "

a dragon appears before me and looks at me " your mother is alright master, she send her regards "

Ever since I turned 20 my mother started sending Kinue or Beku messages for me but she wont answer my questions in the letters I send to her.

at the age of 18 I learned how to completely control my powers.

I also learned about the borders of the forest ,but haven't told anyone about it.

I learned that the only way to get out is by the emperor my soulmate, i can't wait to meet them, but even then i still have my insecurities what is they don't like me what if they sell me, what if- stop Tama stop I can do this they will love me I am sure.

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