The Pattern

Since I am kind of a loner and have no close friends, the Internet was where my reality was. I was not really into online games, I was more towards online group chats.

There I chatted with people in different groups, joined many different groups, got invited to private groups and received private messages.

My life gradually expanded to involve musical gigs, punk rock concerts, karaoke sessions at pubs and finally the nightlife where alcohol and drugs run free.

Friends,acquaintances and one night stands.You name it , I encountered it. That was how I spent my single life.

"I love you" , "you're different", "so sweet", those lines were used over and over till they don't mean anything anymore to me.

I test the male species irregardless of their age, background, past history on the first date. That test where lust overpowers sincerity.Every.Single.One was a failure.