Theo has never met a woman more terrifing than Queen Andromeda.
If there was ever a woman who could make any man cry it's definitely my matches mother. I thought she was going to eat Joselyn. Holy fucking shit.
I can't believe Joselyn did that. She really forgot her fucking place. How dare she have raised her voice to her future Queen like that. Did she really think she could stake a claim like that.
We hooked one time during Beltane. A festival where everyone has sex with different people if they are unmarried (some even married but that's none of my business). I knew she had other partners so I didn't think it mattered. But it makes sense with how much she didn't like Orion and continued to encourage me to hate this more than I already did.
Orion is nothing like what I anticipated. She is brave and ruthless and honest. She is loud and violent. She is strong and she is the most beautiful person I've ever seen. I've never loved anyone or anything more. I love her.
It hit me like a pound of bricks. I love her. Holding her close to me seeing that this strong girl with everything to offer even has doubts and questions of worthlessness. What was I even doing thinking like that about her before meeting her. I made so many assumptions about her and how I didn't want her to be married to a stranger.
Even though she was upset about being married to a stranger that wasn't her problem, it was the loss of her choice. Her freedom. It never me.
For me it was her, she was the problem.
How could I be so stupid. Gods I'm such a piece of shit. I never even considered it might be something she doesn't want either. I never even thought of her feelings.
I don't deserve her.
I don't know her well enough to know somethings wrong. But I can feel it in my bones, something isn't right with her. She keeps losing control and doing that whole flowing thing and then I almost lost her again earlier.
I really hope these witches have some answers.