11. Observing

After a while, Nandra released the kiss from Nafisah's lips and looked at Nafisah's eyes which looked calm and did not feel angry at all. "Your lips are very cute, even though you are very angry." Nandra's words, suddenly made Nafisah hit Nandra's arm hard. Nandra laughed softly, then ruffled Nafisah's hair ..

"You're evil, you took my first kiss" ,. Nafisah said honestly, briefly holding her lips which felt quite swollen. But then Nafisah's cheeks immediately flushed red.

"You also took my first kiss, it's my first time kissing a woman on the lips .. and it is you". Nandra stared at Nafisah's face, Attending every inch of skin one by one. Very perfect, Nafisah's face shape as an adult is very very beautiful .. Nandra is afraid that one day there will be a boy who likes Nafisah ...

"Are you sure? I feel you are good at kissing". Nafisah said

"Yes .. I'm sure, it's my first time kissing girls on the lips. But I often kissed by the lips of other girls, those who started it and I just enjoyed it". Nandra said without thinking about Nafisah's feelings that immediately fell silent and silent in her place .. "But don't worry, only your lips taste very sweet. Because those lips were made for me". said Nandra.

However, Nandra's words did not make Nafisah okay, instead it made Nafisah angry and felt insulted indirectly.

"Yes .. you're the son of a rich person and a school owner, who doesn't want to kiss your lips. I'm just one of your goals right? After you taste my lips, then you'll go and find another one .. stupid me, I can. can let a damn man like you kiss my lips! ",. Nafisah got up from her seat and stepped her feet in front of the balcony door, hugged herself and closed her eyes slowly.

Why? why does it hurt so much after hearing Nandra being kissed by another woman? Why? There is one Nafisah's heart that feels angry and wants to curse ..

"Sorry .. I didn't mean to make you feel insulted, I .. I just made a joke, and I know it's not good .. I'm sorry, I know what I said must really hurt you". Said Nandra, who was standing beside Nafisah.

"It's okay .. maybe I'm too much, can you go out of my room?". pleaded Nafisah in a soft tone.

"Why? I still want to be here, I want to sit with you and tell me many things". Nandra said again.

"I want to be alone, stand with the wind and forget the sadness that clings tightly in the depths of my soul." Nafisah closed her eyes, wept silently and let the wind carry her sorrow. the real sadness happened because of Nandra who was beside Nafisah ..

"Why should be with the wind? If there is me beside you". Nandra held Nafisah's shoulders and looked at Nafisah with affectionate eyes. "I'm here, if I really hurt you with my words. Then I'm sorry" ,. Nandra hugged Nafisah and made Nafisah even more crying ..

so tight that it made Nandra feel sad, what about Nafisah? were her words really mean? Was Nafisah's heart really so soft from then until now?

A few minutes they hugged each other, Nafisah's crying could not be heard again. only hiccups and tears were slowly wiped away. Nafisah raised her head and looked at Nandra's clothes. "ummm .. in pouring something your clothes with my nose". Hehehe..

Nandra was lying in his place, seeing Nafisah crying at this time. really looks like Nafisah when she was a child.

Nandra smiled then nodded. "It's okay, it doesn't matter". Nandra said

"but .. I'm sleepy, can you go home? I want to sleep". Nafisah rubbed her eyes and yawned widely.

"Go to sleep .. I will take care of you, I promise I will not do anything" ,. Nafisah, who was very sleepy, finally nodded. they both walked to the bed, Nafisah got on top of the bed then lay down quickly, Nandra also lay beside Nafisah. grabbed Nafisah's body and hugged her affectionately.

Nafisah feels that Nandra's body is very comfortable to be hugged, especially when Nandra's brush on Nafisah's hair adds to sleepiness.

Nafisah began to wander in dreamland, Nandra, who felt a soft snore from Nafisah's lips, finally laughed and hugged Nafisah tightly.

"I really miss you, the last time we slept while hugging was when you were five years old. Now you are 15 years old .. ten years God separated us .. but now, nothing will be able to separate us anymore Nafisah, I will always hug you like first. make sure I'm okay and live in the pleasures of the world. I want to build happiness with you, and I hope God will bless it ". Nandra kissed Nafisah's forehead for a long time, joined in closing her eyes and letting sleep also come along in their dream journey.

The two people, past lovers .. fell asleep together and hugged each other. interesting past moments that they haven't felt for a long time ..

Elsewhere, in a room paying attention to CCTV. Ramel and Reista sighed tiredly. Seeing how their children loved Nafisah and hugged Nafisah so deeply, made them as parents feel that they had been very mean to Renandra. Letting her child live in sadness and waiting for the moon to answer her prayers so she can meet Nafisah ..

"Your child is grown, can kiss a girl on the lips and sleep in the same bed .. are you going to let it?". Reista asked her husband.

"What else can I do? I'm sure Renand can restrain himself from behaving differently. After all, if we forbid him, he will ask why we know, right?". Ramel turned off the cctv camera and all the screens went dark .. they both put cctv in every room of their children and also the room occupied by Nafisah ..

not without reason, because they just want to know what their children do before going to sleep. Ramel and Reista also do not intrude on their children's privacy at all, if the child is doing adult things or is trying something. They both will let and turn off cctv, their children still need protection and personal rights.

"But .. will Nafisah and Renand be together? Seeing Nafisah who really hates me". Reista has hugged her husband, Reista was very sad because she couldn't give her best to Nafisah. must let Nafisah live in poverty and humiliation.

"I will find a way out, we must take Nafisah to a psychology doctor to awaken the past buried in her innermost mind and make Nafisah aware that you are indeed innocent." Ramel took his wife's hand, kissed her gently, then smiled meaningfully.

"Thank you". Said Reista, who was already crying with tears at what her husband would do for Reista's happiness, and the children ...