DID

Scarlett…

I felt Sick to my gut, how did everything get messed up like this. He stood up from the bed and went into the toilet, leaving me by myself. 

I was pacing left and right trying to figure out a way to make him forgive me but it was like my brain had been wiped. 

He came out with a towel wrapped around his lower waist, showing his v-line and very very defined abs. If it was before I would jump on him but now I wouldn't dare cause I just cheated on him. 

He walked pass me and went into the walk in closet not even sparing me a glare at least. 

He laid on the bed with his back to me. I contemplated if I should hold him or not cause he was shirtless. I packed up courage and held him by the waist tight but he didn't push me or respond. I slept off while I was rubbing his abs without getting a reaction from him. 

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Waking up I stretched and felt the bed was empty, I fluttered my eyes open and saw that Zard was gone. I assumed he had gone to the warehouse so I went to shower. When I walked into the closet to change I saw some of his clothes missing…weird. 

I came down to have breakfast and what they told me shook me "ma'am, sir said I should tell you he's going on a trip and doesn't know when he'll be back". 

I was shaken and devastated, maybe he left because of me. Oh lord what have I done. 

After breakfast I decided to go to his warehouse and get more info. 

"Hello Donna" a man said to me with a smile, I remembered he was Greg cause I saw him with Zard. 

"Where is he" I asked not bothering to care about his politeness. "He went to Attack the Irish mafia. Apparently that girl yesterday was the Don's daughter and though Zard knew he still chose to offend her. So he and Milo went there to attack or we'll be killed". 

I felt so stupid and foolish, he went to war because of my useless emotions. 

When I came home I tried calling him and texting him but no replay. The maid Rella reassured me that he had been on more dangerous missions than now, but I was anything but calm. 

I became a mess as I shut myself in my room eating only once a day so I won't die before seeing him. 

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"Hello is this Mrs Drenzar, your husband has been severely wounded and is presently in a coma, he is in Tah Hospital" her words shock me. 

I darted out like a bolt of lightning and I called Tasha.

"Hello is Milo back" I asked as tears flowed from my eyes. 

"Yes and I got a call that he had fractured his arm" she breathed through her sobs. 

I told her the hospital, and she said she is on her way. 

When i got there, I was mentally shaken at the guy I saw lying in the ICU looking half dead. Unfortunately he was the man I loved and had been longing to see for more than a month. 

I shook him, talked to him, but he was still in the same position I met him with his eyes Shut tight. I couldn't believe what I was seeing, Milo and Tasha came in and looked at me with sad eyes. 

"Don't worry bestie he would be alright" Tasha told me as she hugged me. Apparently during their absence I got to know her and she was the absolute best so we became besties. 

Milo told me that I would take over Zard's work and his mafia till he wakes up. I trued reasoning with him that I couldn't but he said that this is when I show My love for Zard by leading his people during though times. The truth is I wanted him to take over but he said he had his job and I was the Donna. 

"And besides I'll help you" he told me. After thinking about it I caved and agreed. I was to start on Monday and today was Friday. I didn't like the idea of not being near Zard cause what if he wakes up and I'm absent. 

The first day at his office was the worst day of my life, Milo introduced me to the team and some clients. 

After I was done with work I went to the hospital to see him. 

"Zard please wake up and retake your work. I'm already tired on the first day. So you always used To be this tired but still had time for my tantrums and silly antics" I said as I sat by his bed weeping. 

Milo told me that they succeeded but I didn't care about anything if my husband dies because of my insecurity. I should have never doubted him, I told Myself many times. My DID became worse that I started forgetting many events that happened during the day. 

_ _ _ _

Well let's just say six months have passed and he was still unconscious, while I became partially unstable. 

I didn't sleep much, I ate less making me to be lean as a Zombie, I stopped smiling and my DID had turned critical causing me to forget the people around me at times. It affected my brain a l9t and when a doctor checked me he said I needed surgery and this time I can be cured completely. 

Though it sounded tempting for me to be normal but I knew I could never be healed if Zard is still unconscious. 

Everyday I visited him at the hospital, but due to my DID I started forgetting the way to the hospital. So everyday Rella took me and brought me home, and even to the office Milo had to take me. I was a complete wrek. 

"Bestie am tired of seeing you like this" Tasha Screamed as she entered the office with Milo, My mom, Scarliana and Scott behind. They all looked at me worriedly. 

"Dufus you're getting the surgery whether you like it or not" my brother Scott told me. My mom then asked a couple of guards To detain me, I kicked and scream but they paid no heed to my cries. 

To be honest I was scared of being operated on cause my mind was telling me that I might not make it and die, I didn't want that to happen not before I told Zard I love him. 

Truth be told I was still faithful to Zard though I had become so thirsty and my brain and slit itched But I rather suffer than cheat on him. 

When they took me to the hospital, they had me handcuffed to the bed. Tasha and Milo promised to take care of Zard while I recovered. 

"Don't betray my trust" I told them before I entered the Operation theatre. 

Zard… 

I saw Scarlett being dragged away By a masked person, I kept screaming but I was chained to a stone. And another guy pushed her into the water, she sank faster than a rock as i kept screaming but I couldn't do anything then suddenly…..

"NO!!" I screamed as I sat up in heavy sweats, I looked around and saw it was a dream. Milo and Tasha looked at me with worried eyes as I realized I was in a hospital bed with oxygen. Fuck what happened to, I kept trying to re,ever anything but nothing, 

"Oh my god Zard you scared everyone how do you feel" Milo and Tasha asked me looking Totally relieved. 

"Where is Scarlett" was the only thing I could say, her family entered looking at my with relieved faces as her sister cried. Wait everyone is here but Scarlett. 

"Where is Scarlett" I asked again this time loudly. They looked at eachother making me uncomfortable and Impatient. 

Milo sighed and began telling what happened while I was in the hospital, apparently I had been in a coma for six months and her DID had become critical that she was in operation. 

I couldn't wait for another second and decided to go meet her but they stopped me. I tried and tried bit they had bodyguards guarding my door and left. I decided to wait till nightfall before I'd go see her. 

It was twelve midnight and the perfect time to execute my plan so I...