Kathleen's birth III

Whenever she could she would take pictures or videos for Paula and Jack, they got to know her but they didn't go often as sometimes they were busy and it was normal. On Kath's birthdays the leaders would come and give her presents, on her 7th birthday we asked her for the name of Ruby and Veloz's calf and she happily told us

Kath: it's called mommy spots.

I couldn't help but laugh and Cedric while spoiling her laughed with me, I always did my prayers and magic practices when little Kath was sleeping, I did protections for my family and for the tribe, I remember Alessa would get a way to surprise me and whenever she would leave she would say to me

Alessa's voice: "take care of yourself Zafi".

I didn't understand why she said it since I felt good, until those nightmares came back and I woke up again in the early morning, this time I managed to make Cedric not notice me getting up, as my mother sent me my favorite meringues I drank them, but my reserve was running out, since I always made Kath a delicious chocolate shake in the afternoon, and when I had nightmares I just drank some milk, something sweet to relax and refresh me.

That was the first of many nightmares and dawns on the couch, it was always the same, first it was a beautiful forest where it was fast becoming night but a night so dark that I could not even see the moon, then I saw a butterfly with a light so strong inside that I could detail it 100 percent, I ran after it but it was overshadowed by the darkness while I said come with me and then I looked at the glow of a brown skull with cream and I heard a thick voice say

Voice of the underworld: "you are of no use to me alive, but dead you are".

Sometimes I woke up screaming, sometimes not, and I was going for a week and my body looked more and more opaque, I asked Cedric to call Alessa but it was not Alessa only but with Delilah and Bryan, Cedric wanted to apologize and I told him that nothing was wrong because I was sorry for what had happened.

I asked Cedric to distract Kath, so Bryan before leaving kissed my forehead and said.

Bryan: fight this. -And he left with Cedric-.

Delilah didn't know what to say, so she hugged me as best she could and asked me: What happened, are you eating well, you haven't looked like this for two days... Do you want to stay at the tribe house today?

For some reason I could laugh although with a cough and I told her: you and Cedric are the same... too many questions.

Delilah smiles a little and in a sad tone says: Please tell us what happened.

I told them about the dream in detail, for some reason Alessa wanted to see it and I tell her: No mother, ask for anything but that.

Alessa insists and says that maybe I can find a solution, I gave her some of my energy and as a great shaman she saw my dream and detailed it, after her transe she said: you will have to face it my daughter, there is no other way.

Although in every battle he won and took everything he could from me.