**Everyone tries to kill their sins before they go to sleep so that they can close their eyes. But I'm different. I try to make them more so that I can smile before I close my eyes. Killing is not a bad thing. Killing someone is better than killing our souls from the inside. Since I knew life, I and death have been friends. But death, as I told you, is a treacherous friend who can betray you at any moment.
I've been here for a month. I realized that I was a big fool. Why did I come here before I regained my strength? This was stupid of me. What am I supposed to do here without my strength?!