20 Self-Realisation

"Kate~" As soon as she came to the company, Lisa was greeting her.

"Good morning, Lisa." Catherine also greeted her.

"Come and try it!"

As soon as she came in, Lisa pulled Catherine to the dressing room, then persuaded Catherine to take off the small bra, and then took out her new bra.

It looks good, it's black, and it feels comfortable to the touch, and the pattern on it looks very beautiful, and this was sewed on by Lisa herself—obviously she didn't buy it at all, but did it herself.

Took off her coat, and then took off the bra that was already small, Catherine replaced Lisa's bra.

The bra is very comfortable. Once I put it on, I don't seem to want to take it off.

But Catherine still wanted to take it off- this bra that didn't actually cover the pair of cherries.

She blushed.

"What's wrong, Kate, don't you like it?"

"Ah, no... I just feel... too sexy, too revealing."

inexplicably, a little excited.

"Wear it, I did three overnight. I promise you will like it in three days."

"Then... so be it."

Catherine quickly put on her clothes... This is too embarrassing.

"In fact, this is already very conservative..."

Lisa suddenly added.

But Catherine sighed.

Since Lisa started to design clothes, the scale has started to grow bigger and bigger, I really don't know why.

"Okay, I have to go to SAB for class. See you at school tomorrow."

"Ok"

Catherine walked out of the company and then headed towards the school.

But not long after I left strange feeling came from my chest. You know it's not easy for a Chinese conservative girl like herself to change suddenly.

Catherine's face turned red all at once.

Fortunately, this side is not far from SAB, so she arrived soon.

Throughout the training process, she felt uncomfortable.

But when she got home, she finally felt relieved, so she decided to take a shower.

Soaking in the bath, Catherine's hot mind was temporarily cooled down. The warm bath makes people feel extremely comfortable.

I don't know how long it took, she sat up from the bath and looked in the mirror.

One side of herself in the mirror still retains part of her childhood appearance, while the other part has already begun to mature.

Myself...Growing up again?

Catherine has thought about this problem countless times.

But she always, this thing seems very far away.

But now, it is so close to itself.

It has been twelve and a half years since I came into this world. Catherine thought she had accepted her fate. I have already begun to grow.

After taking a shower, she did not go out of the bathroom but stood in front of the mirror.

"Obey your own instinct..."

What happened in the last life, just let it pass.

As long as you remember the past in your heart, everything now can be accepted.

Why do you care about your past so much?

"You are so beautiful, Catherine, That's you...do whatever you want. Don't think about your past ugly duckling appearance. "

She seemed to let go completely.

"Kate, you are you, remember?"

She said to herself in the mirror.

That is a beautiful girl, and this is the first time Catherine found out that she was really so beautiful...

Catherine seemed to notice something.

Is it because I was so entangled in the past... because I was afraid like I was in my past life?

looks like this.

Before this, Catherine had always regarded herself as a female who lived bullied and she used to hide her body. She had never thought that she was actually given a chance to live again as a free woman.

So... She is very grateful to this body and wants to protect it.

"Are you narcissistic? Huh..."

She laughed self-deprecatingly.

While being surprised she realized that she was actually born as this girl.

"I am me whether it is past or present, I am here..."

She took a deep breath of air.

Some things cannot be changed, and Catherine does not want them to change.

I like being free. Although the body has changed this "like" cannot be changed. I have to get out of the shackles of being restrained by others that have been formed over the past few decades. If I have a problem I will just throw some money. Yes, I need to be super rich so that no one can play me.

In this immature body is the soul of a former woman who lived life in the shadow of others.

It's just that now, this soul has merged with this body.

But no matter what, I am still myself. As long as I move firmly in my direction without getting lost, the world will not be so terrible.

Now Catherine has completely accepted her identity, she is her, nothing else, and she will not change anything because of her mood. The reality will not be shifted by the will of human beings. All you can do by yourself is to accept yourself.

It was fortunate to rebirth for someone like me who can't even get out of other's shadow.

She tilted her head and continued to look at the girl in the mirror.

She is so cute and the type that Catherine likes. It's just that I never cared about it before.

"So be it."

With a smile, she walked out of the bathroom.

She still has a lot of things to do, including Game TV's patent and commercial production, the filming of the film "Blair the Witch", and the illustrations and derivative series of "Harry Potter".

Since coming to this world, Catherine decided that she can't be an ordinary person, she wants to make money, she wants to become a celebrity, and she wants to realize her original fantasy one day.

"I came to this world, and then the world changed because of me."

She said so.