Chapter 76: His Sad Story
Li Fei Cu: This is where all it started...
Kierra: Li Fei Cu.... *worried*
Li Fei Cu: When I'm was 3 years old... I need to study well in order to keep up with my brothers and with my father's expectations... My mother expected me to be the most strogest of us three since I'm the eldest, so I need to be cold and to look scary to protect my whole family... I always solve my brothers problems... But mine?!.. Not... Even If I got bullied, I need to deal with it all by my own and by letting anyone to know about it and my teachers... I need to be a scary dragon... When I'm was 5, My Dad trained me well like his pet that anytime ready to follow his orders, we're powerful and since I'm the eldest and were rich... I need to take all the responsibilities of running a company when I get old and everything... So I became like a warrior.... When I became 7, I took part tons of competitions even internationals just to prove to my father that I'm worthy of his son.. But all he can say is... "Exert a little more, a little more.. " All I want to know if he's proud or not... To my cousins, aunts, and uncles... Even to my grandparents... They treat me like their pets... I have no choice but to follow them.... When I became 8, I got a car accident... I thought that they are going to care for me but instead... All I gain are insults.. They said it's all my fault... They were thinking about the fees they paid, so from that day... I promise to myself that I won't commint any mistake again... So.. I keep on improving and proving them that I'm not useless and worthless!!... When I became 10, The problems with/to my brothers arises... So I must save them and protect them.. I take all the punishments and blame for them... Then when I needed their help when I got 13... They didn't helped or just look at me... Another promise that I made to myself... I will no longer seek any help to anyone... And then, when I got 15... I never thought that my ordinary and boring life would become colorful, because my fiancee came... She's a cheerful and lively girl with full of heart, too soft and gentle... Even though I used to be alone and keep her pushing away even though I'm popular in school... She still stayed at my side, so we became bff's until I fell for her... I knew that she loves me too... Well... I confessed to her and she confessed to me as well... We keep protecting each other... I met a poor girl but with full of life.. No matter how so against the world to us... But because we love each other, nothing can break and tear us apart... However... Because her parents were both scientist and part of an important research... They were both killed.. She was 17 already same with me when that happened... She changed... Well, the ones who killed her parents tried to kill her but I manage to save her... Yet she's expressionless and emotionless from then..
Kierra (Oh! I remember Yue Yi Cheng!) Poor love... *whispers*
Astef: I will never let that happen to us.. *smiles gently*
Kierra *smiles a little*
Li Fei Cu: But I said to myself that I will never give up on her.. No matter what, she's my bride... Then... Our family's closest friend wants to adopt a daughter so they adopted my fiancee... I followed her... I'm always trying to help her with her vengeance even though it's wrong. I'm here to support and protect her... Also to help but... She's still like a stone... No life... Even though she want's vengeance but she's still calm and gentle but with no feelings and emotions... I don't know how to help her now... She's been revenging for 3 years... There's no end really... Maybe... While I'm helping her, I'm also deal with my poor life all alone... My Competitors want to kill me almost everyday but I'm so great... Well.. They treat me as a threat..... I'm so tired with this... Before... When she's still okay... She even push me to be a soldier... to make my dreams come true... She's motivating me and cheering me up everyday yet... Well she stopped, because of what happened... So I failed... No one is believing me now.... No one encourage and inspires me again... Her heart died, so my hope died as well... I can't break through from my family's chains... Others and my friends just know my name if they need help.... I'm helping them but at the same time... My dragon form exists always...
Why is there no one asking if I'm fine?!!, They thought I'm a bull who's full of energy... But they didn't know that's only in the outside... In the inside... I'm sufferring.... Yet no one cares... Even If I show that to them, I'm afraid that they are just going to ignore it... My fiancee keeps ignoring my feelings for her... We had dinner yesterday at night but no love involve... It's so hard... All I can do is to endure and bear the pain.... What a messy life of mine... My dreams and goals for us... It's all now a trash... I maybe meant to be like this forever but the only one that I love in this world is her... Why can't I forget my feelings for her??, Maybe she forgot me already... I'm like a wind now... It hurts... One-sided love... I wish that death get me already... I can't live in this world anymore! *cries*
Astef:..... *sad* (I can feel him.. Somewhat... Our lives have some similarities....) Don't give up on her, your dreams, hopes, and goals.. Treat her as your strength to keep moving forward even though... If you need help, just let us know Sir... *pulls out a card* This is my contact information... Please... Take it...
Li Fei Cu: Haha!, Young one's only cares for me... You don't know me that well... I don't need that... Just tell me your names... I hope the happiness for the both of you will last forever.. You're two are very lucky... So don't ever separate for me?? Take care of each other always...
Astef: We will! (I will!) *smiles*