Repeated Lifetimes (DISCONTINUED for now)

Life often feels like a never ending cycle, a constant repeat of events from past to future days. Unable to break the loop, work, school, sitting and pondering. Whatever your daily schedule is, it’s hard not to stop and want to do something different. Yet no matter what you do, everything still feels like the same repeat of past events. You take a break but you’ve done so before, and will do so every time you get sick of the same loop. But then that also becomes a loop, going to new places becomes the past and they’re just added to the endless cycle of constant repetition. A never ending ride with the only exit being death, a train that no one yet everyone wants to be on. Too afraid of the exit but dreading the next tunnel, that’s how my life was. When I think about it, it becomes ironic that things ended up this way… Stuck in a looping game, but without an exit, even death gives no release. It’s just another repeat of the day, added to a week, month, even a year. Constantly repeating the same actions, defeating the same enemies, befriending the same people. The same never ending betrayals, every action against it leads to more loops of events that inevitably lead to the beginning. Makes one prefer reality, over the systemic hardware escapes we all flee to for some peace from the problems outside. Well, maybe not. But a repeat of the same life lived a thousand times throughout forty years, really does make one lose sense of reality. I coughed up blood as I leaned into him with a sigh, “I guess the saying “Forever and Always” applies pretty well for us. Though I’m sure you would probably lead a good life, if the events ever continued after this. Too bad it’s a never ending hell loop.” -Description p2 Shit Show edition- Zenic Foster is a normal introverted gamer who has the misfortune of meeting Truck-Kun, as per usual, he’s transmigrated into a new body. But things aren’t normal, yes he turns out to be the hero who faces against the classic demon lord. That isn’t the issue, the issue you may be wondering so much about? Is that he’s living in a constant repeat of the same 40 years, accomplishments, friendships, wounds, betrayals. And every action against the painful repeat only creates more repetitive ripples in the ever vast ocean he’s sinking in. I wonder if he’ll ever escape, heh, who am I kidding. I should know, I am the one writing this half thought out possible shit show.