SHAME

I came out of the exam hall feeling confident and emotional or should I say sad at the same time. I rushed down to my condo to take a nap but there he was standing their waiting for us to walk home together, I felt elated seeing his presence.

He wrapped his arms around me as we walk down to the park, we got home as quickly as possible to continue our blossomed love.

It was a hectic semester for us but I was too engrossed with great feelings for this guy that I never had the chance to proof read my answers before submission. Don't judge my stupidity but I did enjoyed every bit of my stay with him or maybe, I think?

He took away that naive life style of mine and brought out the extrovert nature that I never knew.

The semester ended with a blow on my chest, feeling a block of shock on my blossom love, I find myself wondering how I would move on.

Not that he left me for good but he ate that forbidden fruit of mine and he became absent about my presence, his attitude towards me changed like a babies soaked diapers.

Nobody warned me, but my conscience did but I never listened, here I was begging to be noticed not minding my failures in my exams, indeed the shame of begging a man to accept you back was never there for me.

I thought I was the one that did something bad, all I see were my mistakes and not his, I felt that making my flaws to be flawless would make him come back. I guess I was wrong.

He broke the news to me via text message just after my last paper, some part of me was happy but the other was sad as well, I thought that he was the one, no, he was THE one I felt it or so I thought but it done on me the minute I opened his door and found another damsel on his bed. Wow!!.

"Tony!! "I shouted his name, but it fell on deaf ears. I tried dragging his shirt off from his body so he could notice me but nahhh!. He just sat down there with his newfound love, whisky his wine as they both celebrated for a successful semester.

"Please, Tony, explain to me the text you sent to me, please I don't understand it.

"Ahh!!!

What is in that text you don't understand", he fidgeted with a frown on his face.

"Please, Tony, are you trying to say that I shouldn't disturb you or call you? Or what!!! Please tell me straight away".

"See!! Joanne, you. You can think whatever you want to think or see it anyhow but as for me, I have told you my own."

Please guys I write with much compassion, read and comment... Chao!!