CHAPTER 89

　　KARA

　　They didn't allow me to see him.

　　And they denied me the sight of Derek.

　　I seriously thought about escaping from the room, but the doctor told me they would keep a close watch on me. The hospital staff already knew about my intentions. But when they least expected it, I would escape. I would see Derek and leave the city. Derek had left me money for emergencies. I remember I didn't want to accept Derek's money, but he insisted I keep it. He always said that I had to be prepared in case something happened. I didn't know how much money he left me, but I knew it was enough to leave the city. Even the country.

　　I immersed myself in moments of pain. I kept thinking about Derek and what would happen if he died. Guilt still overwhelmed me. I couldn't bear it anymore. Why wouldn't Derek wake up? Why did he have to die?