Reaching My Heart

I am happy and contented with my life. I have it all. Money, fame, family, friends, girlfriend, everything. But when she came, something changed within me. The contentment I have, slowly faded. And I can't even seem to convince myself that she's just no one, thinking that she made my principles shattered. We started as classmates that went to being a common friends. I never thought I'll get her heart. But, she also got mine. I was wrong for making her feel an option, my option. But, who am I kidding? I want her in my life but I can't. I'm afraid of losing her yet, I lost her. I lost her for just a mistake.