Last Conversation Part 2

"What did you say? My parents will be worried? They won't care, I won't even come home they won't care or worry about me let alone looking for me, it's something that It's impossible Arkan. Come on Arkan, you don't have to joke, I'm quite amused by all of this."

"Sorry Rain, I didn't mean to make you sad," Arkan said feeling guilty, "Now let's go home, Rain, it's late, that's all it takes to carve the tree, poor Rain." persuaded Arkan again.

"Oh dear Arkan, the tree can't talk, it won't bleed either. Don't overdo it, you just stay there and take care of me, later if I Last fall you just catch it, what's so hard about it?" said Rain with a bent face.

"I won't let you fall alone Rain, I love you, I want to be more than Rain's best friend, I want you to be my girlfriend," said Arkan with a sad smile.

"Our Arkan is still in the 1st grade of middle school, don't make love first, yes Arkan I also really love you, but I can't be your girlfriend, I don't want it later if we break up we can't be like this anymore, I don't ready to lose you Arkan, you also know this reason, I have told you this many times, please respect my decision, don't force me Arkan, I don't want to lose you later, I am too afraid of it, I will never be ready to lose You're Arkan."

"Then don't break up Rain we have to continue together until we're old until death do us part, okay I accept your rejection, later when you're ready to date tell me okay? I'll always wait for you Rain, don't fall in love with another man Rain, you are mine Rain is the only mine and will remain so, you understand?"

"Yes Arkan yes I understand, yes I will not fall in love with another man, you Also, don't fall in love with other women."

"You too Rain, you calm down Rain even a thousand loves that come to me if it's not you I will reject Rain. My heart, soul, and body are only for you Rain, you are my Rain."

"Thanks for that Arkan." said Rain with a small smile

"But, i'm not seducing on you Rain, how can you spoil this mood haha."

"Hehehehe it's not like that Arkan, I'm just happy to be your best friend since childhood, lots of girls who want to be close to you but they can't, while I can, I can also get your love, I'm very happy because you are always by my side."

"Rain, if one day I go away, you wait for me, take good care of yourself, you have to remember to eat remember to take a shower, don't be lazy to take a shower, you're dirty and you know you smell bad if you don't shower."

"Yes, yes, we are chatty… Where are you going? I want to come with Arkan, I can't be alone without you, Arkan."

"No Rain, I'll talk if I don't go anywhere Rain," Arkan said with a wide smile reassuring Rain of this, but deep down he doubted his statement, he felt very guilty and sad if it was true that he had to leave Rain.

Without Rain realizing it was the last conversation, he had with Arkan, Arkan...

The next day he never found Arkan again, Arkan was lost nowhere to be found, lost with half of his soul and body, lost bringing all the love that Rain had until Rain never believed in love again, until Rain forgot how to fall in love, until Rain forgot what it was like to be loved by an Arkan, until Rain regretted that he fell in love with his own best friend…

It's sad but this is the truth, the harsh reality that happened to him, the fact that there is not a single happy feeling in his life, the only center of his happiness is also snatched away,

Flashback off

Rain realized he was hallucinating again, he was almost crazy he could barely tell what was real and what was hallucinations, because of this damn disease. Rain feels more and more tormented by his life, for the umpteenth time he asks.. looking up at the ceiling of his room... Where is Arkan? Without Rain realizing it he shed tears remembering his last memories with Arkan, if only there was Arkan he wouldn't be this weak, wouldn't be this fragile, he would be strong in living his life. But the saddest reality is that he is just imagining, the reality is that Arkan doesn't exist, Arkan disappears, he.. Arkan Devano Mahendra, a very important person in Rain's life who plays the role of a friend, brother, and brother whom Rain loves dearly.

The man who left with a part of Rain's life, leaving a feeling of tightness in her heart made him feel that she was living alone...

Tess..tess..tess.. The rustling sound outside was getting louder and louder.

It was raining, for the first time Rain didn't go out of the house to play in the rain, Rain stayed there looking at the rain through his window and was ready to scream, he did so, screaming hoping that his heartache would subside for a moment, venting all his emotions... RAIN I LOVE HIM, RETURN HIM TO ME AGAIN, GIVE GREETINGS TO HER TELL HIM I MISS HIM

At that moment, the rain's tears broke, muffled by the sound of the heavy rain. Rain sobbed until he was unconscious, he fell asleep on his study table while crying with his arms folded on the table and his head tilted to hide his face.