A Little Debate
Rice has become mush, so what? What should I do now?
# Gevan Radian Juniarta
"Why? Are you jealous?" Gevan asked guessing
"No," said Rain
"Hmm... really?" asked Gevan to make sure
"Yes," Rain answered in a firm voice
"Did she say no?" Asked Gevan again
"Eh…" Rain stammered in answer and she was confused what to say
"Found out"
"Caught what?"
"You know what?" asked Gevan back
"Ish Gevan is a habit," Rain replied annoyed
"What habits?" Asked Gevan again
"What's your habit?" said Rain imitating Gevan
"Why are you asking back?" Gevan answered casually
"Why aren't you upset?" Rain answered while pouting her lips forward
"Why should I be upset?" Asked Gevan confused
"Yes, Gevan should be annoyed," Rain replied, her face pouting even more
"Yes, but what reason do I have to be annoyed? Who should I be annoyed with anyway?"
"Ah know ah Ge" Rain turned her face away
"Why? But what did I do wrong?"
Rain turned her head, trying to be patient "No.. there's nothing wrong"
"Then why are you so cranky?"
"No, it's okay I just remembered someone"
"Oh I know who it is"
"Who?"
"I am!" Gevan answered confidently
"Ish, Ge…"
"Hmm"
"You seem to have an obsession with heights."
"When did I fantasize?" Gevan asked feigning ignorance
"Eh?"
"What?"
"Well then what was that?"
"Which one?"
"That just now"
"Call it!" Gevan answered a little firmly
"That's you from before, Ge, that one just now"
"Which one is Beautiful?" Gevan replied deliberately to make Rain more annoyed, for some reason if he saw Rain annoyed he was very happy because he looked so cute in his eyes
But what happened next was…
Rain was angry, she was really annoyed and cranky of course
"I don't know Ge, I don't know! Forget it, forget it" Rain answered frustrated
Gevan was amazed...
Unexpectedly, instead of being amused, he became afraid...
Gevan immediately wanted to act, but it seemed too late. Just when he wanted to say something, Rain cut him off
"GEVAN, I WANT TO DOWN"
Gevan was silent as he digested what Rain's statement meant. He racked his brain thinking hard, really hard…. Then, he understood but he couldn't get carried away. Gevan immediately got a brilliant idea.. he made sure this was the most effective move, even able to make Rain not angry anymore
"Aren't you already down?"
"WHERE?"
"This"
"WHERE?! THE PROOF I'M STILL HERE BETWEEN YOU" Rain replied not relaxing
"Cie"
"WHAT CIE CIE?!
"That was it" he replied smiling
"WHAT? WHY ARE YOU SMILING, IS SOMETHING FUNNY?"
"No, it's a shame, don't be angry anymore," Gevan replied soothingly
"YOU DISGUSTING GEVAN MAKE MY PATIENCE OUT"
"Already honey, don't scream, my ears are hot beautiful"
"YES IT'S SO MUCH YOU SUCK "
"Damn where am I?"
"Ask you again? CAN'T YOU REMEMBER WHAT YOU SAY?"
"Can honey can"
"Furthermore, WHY DO YOU ASK AGAIN. JUST MAKE ME LOST PATIENCE. ANYWAY, I WANT TO GET DOWN NOW I NEED TIME FOR MYSELF, GEVAN"
"YOU ARE DOWN!" Gevan replied losing patience
"Why did you snap at me?" asked Rain starting to shrink and put on a frightened look
Gevan saw it all, Gevan saw that Rain was scared because it was very visible from the shine in her eyes. And at that moment Gevan felt guilty, very guilty...
"I'm sorry Beauty, I didn't mean to scare you" Gevan replied regretfully.
Silence
One second…
Two seconds…
Three seconds….
Four seconds….
Five seconds…
Stay Silent
Rain looked down not daring to look forward or to the side, not daring to look at Gevan more precisely.
Rain felt a fear that she had never felt before anyone.
For some reason, she immediately shifted her body to stick to the car door, she really wanted to get out of here right now but Gevan didn't stop the car either. If she forced herself to open the car door and then chose to jump, it would be very clear that her life would be endangered. She did not dare she was not ready to die ridiculous
Without Rain realizing it... Gevan noticed it all. Gevan noticed how Rain's attitude changed so quickly
Immediately Gevan couldn't do anything, he just regretted that he was out of control, even though his intention was to make Rain not angry anymore. He didn't want that to happen, really didn't want to… he didn't want to lose his love again. For some reason, Gevan was very sure that Rain was his woman
But not with Rain, Rain still looked down and was silent, didn't move, didn't make a sound, didn't do anything. She just played with her fingers. I don't know why her fingers feel wet, is it possible that the disease has recurred?
Silence again….
One second…
Two seconds…
Three seconds
Four seconds
Five seconds
No one dared to speak, Gevan who was confused about what to do while focusing on driving the car and Rain who was frightened by her thoughts
This time Rain was really afraid of Gevan, all the good things and the plus points she gave to Gevan seemed to just disappear, nothing left... everything
Rain is scared by Gevan's presence now, but Rain is far more afraid of losing Gevan as her best friend. Rain was too afraid of that, Rain was too afraid if Gevan didn't live up to her expectations
Rain is sure that Gevan no longer considers her a friend. Because just now Gevan snapped at her. Even though it was only a word, it was already able to make her feel a deep pain. Rain disappointed. Disappointed with the situation. Why had she been angry with Gevan to make Gevan snap at her. She should have been more patient with Gevan. Maybe Gevan really forgot what he said, not pretending to forget. Maybe she was the one who misjudged Gevan's character, she had just met Gevan. Everything won't go this fast, everything needs a process, she should be aware of that. Gevan has accepted her as a friend, even her best friend is already very pleasant and treated Rain very well. But why does Rain always do stupid things? Arghhh stupid… stupid…. stupid…. she said to herself
Gevan could only stay silent and focus on driving. He really wanted to start the conversation again but was afraid if he even made a mistake again. he felt awry if it was in front of Rain.
Especially to snap at Rain like before. Honestly Gevan is very sorry, really sorry. But what else can I do? it all happened. The rice has turned to mush, what else can I do? it was too late, it was also wrong for him to get carried away with emotions he should have been able to understand Rain better. But in fact no, he even got out of control and stupidly he even snapped at Rain and made Rain afraid now. So now what? What should he do? What will happen after this? He couldn't imagine it. Losing Rain as a friend was very hard and really unimaginable. He already considered Rain's presence in his life as a gift from God, could God take that gift so quickly?
Nobody knows the answer…