A Good Omen?

The two of them fell silent in an eerie silence, neither of them intending to speak. Gevan who was busy driving while looking at the streets of Jakarta which were full of hustle and bustle of people traveling, the cars one after another passing by made the streets feel even more congested.

And Rain who was busy with his thoughts. Afraid. 1 word bothered Rain's thoughts in her mind. Rain was silent, not wanting to say a word. Rain engrossed in her thoughts. All she thought about was wanting to get home quickly and sleep, she was too afraid to look at Gevan, it was as if she didn't know his Gevan anymore, everything felt foreign, everything seemed to change. What should Rain do tomorrow at school? If she is no longer friends with Gevan, then who will be her friends? Will she be alone again? going through hard times like when she lost Arkan?

Talking about Arkan... She misses him... Where is Arkan? Why didn't Arkan come back to her until now? Does Arkan already have someone else guarded out there? Had Arkan forgotten about her? Did Arkan no longer love her? Did Arkan already love someone else? Or Arkan is actually gone... but she doesn't know! No. Impossible! God can't be so heartless as to take Arkan. Arkan is a strong person, he can't possibly get sick in the slightest. Because since she was small, Arkan was his protector who became her guard and always treated Rain when Rain was injured. But why? Why is fate so cruel? Until you have to separate her and Arkan? Why? Why god?

But once again there was no answer, no one answered the question... there was only the sound of the wind, faintly entering through the gaps in the windshield of the BMW Gevan car.

She missed Arkan, Arkan could always make her feel better, feel calmer, and feel healthier. But now? What happened was the opposite. Rain felt weak, Rain felt scared, Rain felt alone. No friends, no family, nothing. She always felt alone, lonely. Why was she born as an only child? Why doesn't she have a brother or sister? If only she had a brother or sister her life would not be so sad. Surely she will be stronger with the trials given by God. But the reality is the opposite. She lives alone, has no relatives, has no friends, feels she has no family either. She was scared, afraid that if she woke up the next day everything would feel strange. Now there is Gevan, but everything seems to have just disappeared, it's as if she doesn't know Gevan, her Gevan is also gone, his figure is still there but his character traits seem to have changed. Why did the walk to her house seem so long? Like hours - hours ... she just wanted to sleep now, hoping that the incident earlier was just a dream, hoping everything would be fine ... but is it possible for that to happen? Is it possible that Gevan will return to how it was before the incident? Maybe Gevan also feel guilty? Or even vice versa?

Rain was really scared, she didn't have any friends at his new school, she only knew Gevan. What should Rain do now? Does she just have to stay silent without doing anything to fix everything? If she intends to fix what should she fix? Where should she start? Gevan was very focused on driving and kept looking ahead without turning around for a second at Rain's collar. He seems to think Rain doesn't exist, could this be the end of their friendship story? Which is only a few days? It hasn't even been two days since they were friends. Why is everything going so fast? Why? What's wrong Rain, what's so wrong if Rain just wants to have friends? Is all the fault in Rain? She was scared, very scared. The fear was undeniable.

If she was scared before, there must be Arkan to calm her down. Arkan will hug her so she will stop feeling that fear, Arkan will accompany her until she is no longer afraid. Arkan is like a figure of everything. Arkan is like a hero in her eyes, Arkan will always be like that, and Rain will always wait for Arkan's return in her life. But is it possible? Is it possible that Rain will find Arkan again? Is Arkan also looking for her? Or actually Arkan really left because he wanted to forget her?

Rain is afraid to accept the fact that Arkan really wants to leave her, because it's been so many years but Arkan hasn't come back yet. Is she ready to accept the fact that Arkan has gone and can't come back?

Rain just wanted to cry right now. But what could she cry in front of Gevan? Maybe Gevan will avoid her even more and think it's strange if she suddenly cries like this. So she decided to hold back her feelings, when she got home she would immediately go to bed and vent all the pain until she fell asleep as usual. She was sure she was strong, she was sure she could, Rain was silent looking straight ahead to where Gevan was very focused on driving. Her eyes filled with tears. In her heart Rain prayed why it took her so long to get home, it felt like she had been sitting for hours but still didn't make it to her house. She just wanted to get home quickly, so as not to continue to be beside Gevan. She didn't know why she was so uncomfortable in this quiet state. Usually she would always joke around with Gevan. She was used to Gevan's jokes, and She would always blush at Gevan's jokes. But now? On the contrary, she was afraid to be next to Gevan. Very afraid. Gevan has changed, will Gevan be close to what he likes? Until he silenced Rain like this? But when is Gevan close? The feeling earlier while at school Gevan was always with Rain, he didn't hold a cell phone for even a second. Who is actually the lucky woman that Gevan loves?

Once again.. these questions no one answered.

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Gevan turned around

He was silent for a long time...

Until he finally spoke up,

"Beautiful?" said Gevan quickly

Rain was silent, not blinking, only able to process what happened just now. Gevan called her, was that a sign that Gevan was no longer angry? Is this a good sign? Will Gevan return to normal soon? Does this mean she won't lose any more of her friends? Does this mean that Gevan will be kind to her again and become her best friend?

No one knows,

There is no response that Gevan gets,

He decided to call Rain again, but Gevan had not had time to say another word. he was surprised again by Rain.

Rain was crying, she looked to the side and what Gevan saw, her eyes were starting to tear up, she was about to cry

Gevan immediately moved his car to the side of the highway. He wanted to stop driving for a while, he wanted to know what made Rain cry like this. Is Rain still afraid of what happened just now when he snapped at Rain?

Or is there something else that Rain thinks about that makes her want to cry? But what? He didn't even know the answer...