Pilgrimage of Dreams 10

<Creating higher level item>

My next agenda after creating the jointed ball dolls is creating a higher level item.

For the higher level items, I have thought up of taking ideas of my modern knowledge. To not make use of modern knowledge is a foolish act.

As a fellow reincarnator, it is a must!

I don't have the technological knowledge but I can make up of my lacking through sigils.

Somehow….

I am smart.

Not to mention, my control of my sea of consciousness has expanded exponentially after I open six of my chakras.

When my control over my sea of consciousness expanded, I unhesitatingly create my alter ego. Splitting myself from myself or birthing another me from myself.

It now in a literal sense truly becomes 'Me, myself and I'. Hahahaha…

My alter egos are Judgment, Protector and Knowledge keeper.

I cannot see them but I can feel their presence.

Their presence is more solid when I sleep.

They are the presence I felt in my dreamland. They are my sense of security in the empty void of dream.

Judgment as of now can help me in making accurate judgment. Basically a yes or no alter ego, I haven't fully understands this alter ego even though it is part of me.

So, I will stop my explanation short on there.

My second alter ego is Protector.

Protector will protect me… And it will… well… can…

Okay to be honest, I don't have an in depth understanding of my alter egos. They are recently formed.

I thought of forming my alter ego and so they are formed, I don't know in what personality it formed and in what attribute it was formed.

Humans are complex being, so of course, my alter ego will also be from whatever complex persona I have.

I will know in the future.

It was finding out and knowing my own self, understanding my-self better. My hidden self that I didn't know, I will unravel them slowly.

The last alter ego, knowledge keeper is an evolved version of memory space. It is like memory space taking a life form. I will no longer need to assimilate whatever knowledge I gained.

The knowledge keeper alter ego will filter out whatever I see and know, making me remember what is to be remembered and clear out the unnecessary information.

What a great memory filter.

If I unlock my crown chakra, I could dive directly inside my sea of consciousness and come face to face with my alter ego that reside inside my inner consciousness.

It okay, I will eventually meet them someday.

While I was lost in thought, an aranya wood jointed ball doll came towards me.

The doll has a dress in its hand.

I instruct the doll to sew a dress.

The jointed ball dolls are all naked right now.

Of course they need clothes to cover themselves up!

I cannot let them go about their ways in commando forever.

If they wear clothes, their silicone hyper realistic mask will surely fool everyone.

The heart of doll gave them a breath of life and with how pure ether they used, they are lifelike. A breath of life and a life like persona, perfect decoy to fool people.

I pick the stuffed doll that was placed beside me and walk towards the jointed ball dolls.

"Wear the clothes"

I command the jointed ball dolls.

Their naked commando state will finally be over.

I sit in the chaise while hugging the teddy bear.

It was the gift I request of mother.

Mother said that it was a summoned object of our family ancestors. The ancestor failed to summon its name while summoning it so they cannot activate it. The teddy bear was passed down from generation to generation without knowing its usage.

But…

I know…

This teddy bear with varying colors of fabric used to construct its form. It has a small ribbon bow around its neck, and an automatically correct heart pin on the left side of its torso, where the heart resides in human heart.

Yes, it is that SCP-2295

A person who is interested in SCP foundation will know this famous teddy bear.

This is the teddy bear I used to wish I have when I was sixteen years old.

Even until I am an adult, I desire this small patchwork teddy bear.

I don't know why I desire much so.

This SCP-2295 is called 'The bear with a heart of patchwork' Kairos, the bear Kairos.

According to the SCP foundation, Kairos is an inanimate stuffed teddy bear. However, if it is within two meters of a human with major trauma to an organ, it will animate and come to that person. If there is more than one, Kairos will always choose the youngest one.

When kairos reaches the patient, it will materialize scissors, white thread, and needles from its mouth.

It will proceed to gather any nearby fabric, cloth and stuffing and quickly create a patchwork replica of the subject damaged organ, designated SCP-2295-1. If no materials are available, Kairos will use materials from its own body, which it will regenerate later.

The subject who is treated will then fall unconscious, when they awaken, they will be cured of their ailment, with the patchwork replica having replaced the original and functions perfectly.

SCP-2295 is sown to be sweet and caring, and only wants to cure and help people. Unlike most SCPs, SCP-2295 is good natured and selfless with no qualms about being put to work or even sacrificing its own material to save someone in need.

It hobby is healing injured people.

It goals is to save lives.

It friends and allies are patients and kind man.

It was such a saintly existence. So kind, so selfless…

Is that why I desire?

Kind people are often coveted.

Either to take advantage of them, to own them, to destroy them or to protect them but there hardly is any case when it comes to protecting.

Maybe, I was such a selfish person so I coveted this kind being.

Yes, maybe that is it…

Karos is my mother gift, as for my father, he give me a globe.

A globe of desire he said.

I can use it three times like a wishing lamp of genie.

It will point out a place where the things I desire are.

My father…

Father…

What does he look like again?

He is the most good-looking person I've ever seen.

Huh…

I've seen my father?

…I- Where?

"…."

"…."

Oh yes, father said to used the globe with care.

What did I thought about again just now?

Hmm… in any case, I have never invite people on my birthday.

As a standard noble style, I was to invite noble children and make ties with them. But I hate socializing.

I have never attends tea party to this day.

Mother was very patient and understanding of me, she never demands of me to do socializing, force me to make friends.

Arigato, Okaa-san.