The Idiot Nyx.

Nyx sat down on the chair in front of the dressing table.

She looked at herself in the mirror.

"You need to stop thinking about her!" She said to her reflection on the mirror.

It has been three years.

Three years, she thought it was just a passing feeling but those feelings grew to the point Nyx couldn't think for herself anymore.

When did she fell in love?

How did she fell in love?

How is that possible that she has fallen in love?

At first, Nyx tried to ignore these feelings but later these feelings grew bit by bit.

Nyx started noticing changes in herself.

Changes such as she were being more conscious of herself around a certain someone.

Secretly staring on a certain someone or taking peeks when that person was not looking at her.

Nyx started to have weird thoughts.

Mostly lewd thoughts.

At first, she discarded those thoughts thinking its something to do with puberty and all.

But that's not it. If it was then puberty plays only a teeny tiny part on it.

Nyx started to make excuses just to spend more time with that certain someone.

She likes being near that person.

Nyx doesn't know why it feels good, just by standing beside that person!

Sometimes Nyx gets jealous even if it was Aaron, Aurora or others spends time with that certain someone.

Nyx only just admired that person from afar.

She doesn't even know what to do in this situation. After all, this is the first time in both of her life combined that she fell first for someone.

What should she do?

She doesn't know.

She can't just go and ask someone else.

Cause that's so embarrassing!

Nyx thought about talking with Aurora but she didn't consult with her.

Again, she was being stupid and felt embarrassed.

The wet dreams that she experienced at night every few days.

For real, it made her sleepless at times.

Even in her past life, she lacked sexual attraction to others also had a low or absent interest and desire for sexual activity.

Even the thought of relieving herself in her past life was a nuisance to her.

If she tells the truth herself in her past life she only masturbated a few times that can be counted in one hand, in all of her years till death.

And she did it only for research purposes, nothing more.

But in this life, as Nyx.

Oh, my 'Darkness'!

If her friend 'Darkness' were here in this life then the goddess would have teased her to death.

She would have said something like 'Oh! my my fufu, little Nyx is so lewd!'

Yeah, if 'Darkness' were here she would've said something similar to that. Nyx thought remembering her dear old friend. One of the original gods of the omniverse.

Shaking her head, Nyx glared at her reflection and said.

"She has a boyfriend, so stop thinking about her!!!"

Nyx only from afar admired that certain someone.

She was hesitant to approach her.

After all, she was a dear friend of hers.

What if, after confessing their friendship collapses?

Nyx treasures her friends too much.

She doesn't dare to confess to her feelings to that certain someone.

Every time Nyx thinks about it, negative thoughts overwhelm her.

Delaying and delaying not finding the courage to confess, she took too much time thinking about it and feeling hesitant that Nyx lost the first person she ever fell in love.

That certain someone found someone else and started dating.

It broke Nyx apart.

For the first time, all of her lives combined she understood the feeling of being truly broken-hearted.

She cursed at herself for hesitating and not having the courage to confess.

The pain was something Nyx couldn't overcome.

Then one day they broke up.

Nyx thought she has a chance once more!

But again the waiting and hesitating not having the courage, history repeated once more.

The second time feeling her heart-broken was much worse than the first time.

What's worse is? That she again repeated the same mistakes she made the first time.

The idiot Nyx then repeated that process for a few more times.

Now, she doesn't feel much because she has become numb to those heart-breaking feelings.

But it still hurts a lot, even though she has become a masochist for having her heart-broken by her own mistakes many times, not only that but for the same person over and over!

Call her anything you want.

Nyx won't say anything to you, after all, she knows her faults way too well.

Nyx looked down and stared at the gift that certain someone gave Nyx on her birthday.

It's a beautiful bracelet with her initials on it.

"But I can't, the more I try to ignore and forget these feelings more it grows stronger. What should I do 'Darkness'." Nyx muttered, in deep sadness.

Nyx put on the bracelet on her left hand.

She stood up from the chair and started to pack her clothes.

Nyx's work on country Y, for now, is all finished.

Her aunt Cassandra will take care of everything.

After packing everything up, Nyx went to look for Julian.

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Downstairs at the great hall, Julian stood waiting for his 'Mistress'.

Julian just finished reporting to Sabastian about Aaron collapsing in the mall.

Suddenly, he felt a chill ran down his spine.

He looked up and saw his Mistress, Nyx had an angry expression on her face.

Julian was confused as he doesn't know what he did wrong.

That anger of his Mistress was directed to himself.

Julian gulped his none existing saliva and waited for his Mistress' punishment.

Whatever it is, if his Mistress is furious then he made a mistake or did something that made Nyx angry.

Julian prepared for her wrath.

Nyx standing in front of Julian observed her 'Shadow'.

"You reported the incident happened at the mall to Sabastian? Didn't Aaron told you specifically not to tell anyone, Julian?"

Now listening to Nyx, Julian figured out what he did wrong.

Julian looked down and replied to Nyx.

"Forgive me, my Grace. I thought boss Aaron's condition has been getting worse, I figured that boss Aaron didn't want any of his friends to worry about himself. That's why he told me not I report, but I felt if I don't report this something bad might happen to boss Aaron. I was concerned about his health." Nothing much needed to be said. Julian explained his actions.

Nyx sighed, hearing Julian and understood his actions.

Even though Aaron is completely fine physically aside from the curse of idleness, appearance-wise he appears to be a sick person who might collapse any given moment.

Aaron's appearance is the opposite of his healthy self.

He looks sick but isn't sick.

Nyx sighed once more.

"From now on just listen to what he says. Don't disregard a direct order from your boss. Although Aaron collapsed, he is still fine. There's nothing to worry about him. But our friends and family think otherwise, even there's nothing wrong with Aaron."

Julian nodded, listening to his Mistress' order.

For Julian, the other bosses in Nameless are just his bosses of the organisation he works for.

But Nyx's orders are absolute, for Julian, Nyx is his top priority.

"I understand, my Grace."

Nyx gave a nod, to Julian before tagging him along with herself to go for shopping.

Nyx is going back to country Y, after months. So she needs to buy some gifts for her friends.

Leaving the Prince mansion, Nyx left with Julian to go for shopping.