CHAPTER 8

　　FAITH:

　　I come home a little tired but very happy and relieved because at least now I have one less worry, I won't have to think about how or what we are going to live with my baby and I, we are at financially secure, I'm so relieved, others will see that I make a big deal out of it no you can't imagine how it feels when you know you're going to have a child soon and you're not sure you can feed him at least three times a day, nor be able to give him better care when he is suffering, give him a good education or give him everything he needs.

　　It's really a big weight they just took off my shoulders like that, I'm so happy, even if I promised myself to be strong I let a few tears flow, anyway there's nothing wrong with letting go for a while we are all human

　　I put on a Jennifer Hudson song if this isnt love

　　I am calling phone up just to tell him how much

　　I really love him cause he is everyting i want

　　He listen to me, care for me so i truly believe