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My one-night stand started with a bet. I would have to find some random guy to lose my virginity. I know nothing about guys, boys, men etc. I am completely clueless. I'm eighteen now but in the next half hour, I'll be officially nineteen.
Yay me!
Nineteen is big because all my attempts of suicide and not wanting to be here failed. The universe must want me here, that or I'm one lucky B-I-T-C-H. If it wasn't for my best and gay friend Jacob I would be just memories. It's because of him I continue to exist. He makes my existence not suck.