Fell apart

-𝗛𝗔𝗖𝗛𝗜𝗥𝗢𝗨 𝗦𝗨𝗚𝗔𝗪𝗔𝗥𝗔-

"𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆'𝒔 𝒔𝒐 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒂𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔. 𝑯𝒐𝒘 𝒅𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒆𝒙𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂𝒃𝒔𝒐𝒍𝒖𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝒏𝒐 𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒂?"

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~* OBLIVIOUS.*~

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𝗗𝗔𝗬𝗦 𝗣𝗔𝗦𝗦𝗘𝗗, 𝗪𝗘𝗘𝗞𝗦 𝗥𝗢𝗗𝗘 𝗔𝗡𝗗 𝗠𝗢𝗡𝗧𝗛𝗦 𝗦𝗟𝗢𝗪𝗟𝗬 𝗔𝗦𝗖𝗘𝗡𝗗𝗘𝗗 𝗙𝗢𝗥𝗪𝗔𝗥𝗗𝗦.

The boy who I admired still present in my life, however he wasn't here as often as before.

I stare down at the screen of my phone, wincing at the text that Tetsuro sent me just seconds ago. My eye sight had been dramatically going down due to long nights of studying. After all, the finals were coming to a near and so was my graduation.

Tetsuro had sent me a text a few minutes ago, asking if i'd wanna hang out at his house and chat to which I replied with an energetic 'yes.'

However, the reason I'm doubting my choices now and hesitantly reaching into my closet for a grey sweater is because of the last text he sent me just a second ago.

````𝗙𝗿𝗼𝗺: 𝗧𝗲𝘁𝘀𝘂𝗿𝗼 <𝟯

𝙃𝙚𝙮 𝙢𝙖𝙣, 𝙄'𝙫𝙚 𝙜𝙤𝙩𝙩𝙖 𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙢𝙥𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤𝙤.

````𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘥, 11:11 𝘈𝘔.

This text could easily be talking about how I've been avoiding him for the majority of days due to me not wanting to be around Hana since he's miraculously always with her. However, this could easily turn into a misheard accusation and a flimsy confession from me which would end up in our friendship being torn apart. And I didn't want to rip our friendship to shreds after some petty argument and love confession.

I stare down at the phone once more, glaring at the screen.

````𝐓𝐨: 𝐓𝐞𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐨 <𝟑

𝙎𝙪𝙧𝙚. 𝘽𝙚𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙣 𝟱.

````𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘥 11:13 𝘈𝘔

I shove the device into my jean pocket and walk downstairs towards the front door, deciding why the fuck not.

As I slip on some black Adidas shoes, I notice a light blue sticky note which stuck against the house's red door panel. I frown and yank it off the frame.

𝘝𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘺𝘣𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘱𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘦. 𝘎𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘴𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘏𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘢, 𝘴𝘯𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘚𝘩𝘪𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘻𝘢𝘸𝘢. 𝘉𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘤���� 𝘢𝘵 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵. 𝘍𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘥𝘨𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶.

-𝘒𝘰𝘴𝘩𝘪.

I smile slightly at the mother-ish note that my twin brother wrote. Although we were born on the same day, we don't look or act alike at all. He's got the shining, silky grey hair that he inherited from our mother. However, I had dark brown, wavy hair from our father. Not to mention, my face and body structure was completely different from his. The only similarities between us were our grey hues.

I throw on a dark green winter jacket, a peach scarf, a red beanie and exit my house, locking the door on the way. Curious to what Tetsuro has to tell me, I begin to think of different scenarios in my head. Although a confession from him was less likely to happen there was another thing on my mind that could easily be the case, however I decided against it for my own benefit.

𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴.

I bite my lip and smile, shielding and deflecting any sadness that had swirled deep inside me. I smile to show the bright and happy side of Hachirou Sugawara and not the tainted demon that I keep within bounds of my room.

𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦, 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵.

As I near the familiar, tall and looming modern house, my insides start to jumble and my heart starts to pound within my chest, asking to break free of my rib cage. I shakily walk towards the front door and press the familiar black buzzer.

A barley audible ringtone sounds from beyond the door. The light shuffling is heard from inside and a small tingle rides up the side of my arm.

Without time to prepare, the front door swings open to a very bare chested male. I swear I almost died, however instead of fainting like I would've, I stumbled to the side and fell on my ass. Wincing at the impact of the snowy hard ground against my body. My breath hitches as I lift my head up, my grey hues meeting Kuroo's dark ones and not once do they trail down towards his body again, though the urge to was immense.

𝘚𝘩𝘪𝘵, 𝘪'𝘮 𝘴𝘰 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘥.

"WOW- Hey! Are you alright? Jesus Christ I know I'm good looking but you've got to chill."

As soon as he finishes the sentence, all the wind was knocked out of me. My mouth became dry and my eyes widened like saucers. However, just as I was about to open my mouth to dismiss his comment the ravenette lets out an angelic chuckle.

"AHA- LOOK AT YOUR FACE! Don't worry I was just kidding."

Although my body was still frozen in place, my face was now flushed bright red. I hid my glowing features within my scarf as I hear Tetsuro shuffle back into his house- Most likely to put on a shirt- and then motioning me to come inside.

I hesitantly stand up from my sitting position and brush the white snow off my body, walking inside of the humid and blissful home.

𝘔𝘮𝘮. 𝘪𝘵 𝘴𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮.

I make my way towards the white L-shaped couch in the center of the living room and plop myself down, looking around the familiar house.

It indeed looked the same as I last saw it, which was about a month ago. The modern furniture was placed spaciously and quite beautifully around the house. Little knickknacks and miscellaneous's littered the room, not to mention a huge collage of pictures on the opposing wall. It was originally Tetsuro's idea to make a collage wall with me and his parents every time we went somewhere or did something that was thrilling. My brother was present in some pictures, but mostly they were taken of me and Tetsuro.

My eyes wander towards the open kitchen. I notice that they changed the fridge to a dark black one instead of their original bleach white. I also notice that there were new pictures stuck to the fridge, however they were too far away for me to see.

Tetsuro came back from his room, now sporting a light grey T-shirt which stopped just below his hips. I had the sudden urge to run my hand through his black hair as he sat down beside me. However I kept this urge to myself.

𝘚𝘦𝘭𝘧𝘪𝘴𝘩.

"It's been ages since we last talked! I don't remember a time we talked at all this month apart from the run in at Taco Bell." Tetsuro turns his body towards me, that same cheesy, shit eating grin sketched onto his face. My heart skips a beat as I smile back at him.

𝘉𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘏𝘢𝘯𝘢

"Ah hah. Sorry, I was busy with studies. You know, because of the finals coming up." I scratch the back of my neck, pressing my legs together tightly and fidgeting with with my hands. Tetsuro raises his eyebrows, amused at the thought of me studying. Although I was never fond of studying, I could only drown myself in the work to hide the pain and jealousy I felt towards Tetsuro's new friend.

"Awww. Is my little Hachi-chan finally studying? How cute." The ravenette places a hand atop my brunette head and I flush a deep shade of red.

"S-so what did you call me here for?" I take his hand off my head, the lingering feeling of his palm pressed against the crown of my head sent warm shivers down my spine. Although I know I shouldn't rush to the main subject, I couldn't risk embarrassment.

Tetsuro's eyes widen at my question. For a second, I see his eyes glimmer with something I've never once seen before. His face moves closer towards mines and I stop breathing for a second. Staring intently into his moonlight eyes. The humid and pleasurable feeling of admiration rattling up my spine once more, reminding me of my everlasting love towards him.

However, that feeling would soon dissapear.

"I know this is kinda sudden... But hear me out... Me and Hana are dating now."

And at that moment.

At that minute.

At that second.

My world.

Fell apart.