Heaven or Hell? (Beelzebub x angel reader)

Y/N's POV

I was sitting in my room in the Celestial realm. It's been a month since I came back from Devildom.

It's honestly been hard on me. Living there for an entire year was something really special.

All of the memories I created and shared, all the friends I made, and especially seeing Beel again.

He was always there for me when I felt down or lonely. Being with him made me feel happy.

But when I left...I felt heartbroken to see his crestfallen face as I was teleported back here.

Sure, my D.D.D still works and I can text or call him, but it doesn't feel the same.

I want to physically see his face. I want to hear his voice in real life and not through a phone.

I...want to be by his side again. But that's impossible. I don't have the power to go down there.

I curled up on my fluffy bed, and started quietly crying.

People told me to forget about Beel, and that he and his brothers were traitors. But how could I possibly do that?

Just because they weren't angels anymore doesn't mean we have to treat them as lesser beings.

Devildom wasn't Hell to me. Not in the slightest. It felt like I belonged there.

I was finally able to be by his side again, only to just be torn apart from him once more. It hurts so much...

The place I wish I could call-

"Y/N! Come out! I want you to give me baking lessons!" Luke called through the door. I didn't even try to respond.

"Luke, don't bother her right now." I heard Simeon's voice as well.

"But I want her to teach me how to-"

"I'll help you later, but you have to leave her alone." Simeon sounded serious.

"Okay...but you better teach me!" I heard Luke stomping away.

I heard the door click, and I turned and faced the other way. I felt something weighing down the bed a bit.

"Y/N, are you alright?" Simeon asked. I shook my head.

"......I-I.....want...to...go..." I whispered.

"Go where?" Simeon said. I curled up more.

"Home....." I answered.

"But you are home Y/N." I could tell he was trying to comfort me, but he didn't get it.

".....you...don't understand." I sat up.

"What do you mean by home then?" He tilted his head. I simply pointed at the floor.

".....I see...." Simeon said softly.

3rd POV

"Is he doing okay Belphie?" Mammon asked his younger brother.

"No. He isn't eating as much. I can't blame him though..." Belphie looked at the closed door to his room.

"It's honestly so tragic...after they spent so much time apart. They were close." Asmo said sadly.

"There has to be something we can do...let's go ask Lucifer." Satan said.

"There's no need for that." Lucifer appeared out of nowhere.

"Jeez! Don't scare us like that!" Mammon sighed.

"Lucifer, please think of something. I can't stand seeing him like this. It's also taking a toll on my body." Belphie held his stomach.

"I think I have a solution, but it will be a risky one." Lucifer smirked.

"Who cares? Let's do it." Satan smiled.

Y/N's POV

Simeon had left my room a while ago, and I was still laying in bed. Suddenly, my D.D.D went off.

I quickly picked it up, hoping for it to be a text from Beel. But I was saddened to see Simeon's number pop up.

I froze. What did he want? Did I do something wrong?

I quickly stood up and made myself look presentable as I left my room to go see Michael.

When I arrived, I was pleasantly surprised to see that Diavolo was there too. My nerves skyrocketed.

"It's good to see you again Y/N." Diavolo smiled.

"N-Nice to see you too Sir." I bowed a little.

"Y/N, have a seat." Michael's voice was deep, and it echoed a little bit.

I immediately sat down. Michael cleared his throat.

"I've heard that you haven't been happy since returning." My muscles tensed up.

"It's......true Sir." I admitted.

"Beelzebub hasn't been doing to good either." Diavolo spoke. I looked up.

"Is he okay?! Please tell me he's at least eating!" I stood up from my seat, and Michael looked me in the eyes.

"I-I'm.......sorry Sir." I slowly sat down. My cheeks were warm.

"Did you enjoy living in Devildom?" Diavolo asked me. I nodded.

"That one year taught me so much...I wouldn't trade any of it for the world." Michael kept looking at me.

"Y/N, would you choose Heaven or Hell?" He suddenly asked me. I looked up, filled with determination.

"If Heaven means that I can't be with the person I love, then I choose Hell." Michael seemed surprised by my words.

"It seems like she's already decided." Diavolo chuckled.

"Then it is settled then. You are going to live in Devildom." Michael said.

My eyes widened.

"Do you really mean it Sir?!" I stood up.

"I do not lie. But if you chose to live there, people will think of you as a traitor." He warned me.

"Then I traitor I shall be." I smiled.

That was that. I was asked to pack all of my bags. I would be taken to Devildom at night.

It was finally time to go. Everyone else was asleep, but I couldn't be more awake.

"Are you ready Y/N?" Diavolo asked with I smile.

"I'm always ready." I beamed.

I was blinded by a brilliant light, and I closed my eyes. When I opened them, I was in the living room of the House of Lamentation.

"I'm....actually back...." Tears welled up in my eyes.

"Welcome back Y/N." I saw most of the brothers behind me.

I ran over to them and hugged each of them, but I didn't see Beel anywhere.

"Where's-?"

"He's in his room. Go see him Y/N." Asmo encouraged.

So I turned around and started running as fast as my legs could take me. I arrived at his bedroom door.

I opened the door, and I saw Beel facing the wall. My heart nearly broke. He looked so down.

"I told you I don't want any food..." He mumbled.

"Not even my homemade sweets?" I joked.

"No-wait." He slowly turned around, and looked into my eyes.

I jumped onto his bed and hugged him tightly. I started balling my eyes out. I had missed him.

"Y/N...? I'm not dreaming am I?" He asked as he cupped my cheek.

"No....I'm here, and I'm here to stay..." I smiled. He kissed me on the lips.

"Welcome home Y/N..." He cuddled me.