Prologue (3)

'Playing story games fulfilled my needs for a while, but just like everything before, I got bored easily.'

'At the time I was still not aware of my intelligence, I still thought that what I can do is normal.'

'After I got bored from playing story games, I turned to reading novels, straying further away from reality by having to imagine almost everything. It was an escape, an escape that I needed.'

'Reading novels is something that I liked to do because of how many novels there are and due to being able to have something to turn to when I'm depressed or want to forget everything for a while.'

'Eventually I became detached from reality and stopped caring about what happens in real life. Whenever something happens whether good or bad, I just say okay and move on.'

'Years passed by with me being like that. Just like when I wanted to control the characters in a story game, it evolved. It evolved into wanting to create a whole world where I can control everything from the characters to their strength to the setting of the world.'

'At first I didn't have much motivation, but in the end I gave in. I started writing Web Novels, they made me money on the side. They weren't that successful, but I was satisfied that there was someone willing to pay to read my novel.'

'Having been bottling up my feelings for years, it was just a matter of when they exploded. I needed someone to talk to, my friends will mostly think that I'm joking and my family will say "What do you have that makes you this stressed? All you do in your life is just study or play with your phone all day." This is something that will just make me even more depressed, so I refrained from doing it.'

'At some point in time I read romance novels. I liked the interaction between the couples in them and how by time they tell everything to each other whilst supporting them.'

'Of course I knew that real life romance isn't like that, I was very mature for my age, I wouldn't believe in anything so mystical. Some people might call me a pessimist, but they're just afraid of the reality. I never said anything that's not true, I was a realist. I didn't believe in things easily.'

'I wanted someone to talk to, I wanted someone who wouldn't criticize me or laugh at me when I'm telling them what's on my mind, and won't go gossiping about what I told them with other people.'

'I wanted a trustworthy partner. From that stems my high standards for a partner. I wanted her to be loyal, trustworthy due to my trust issues that have been developed overtime.'

'I wasn't someone who would care too much about the body shape, I didn't care if she was flat or had big assets. I just wanted her to be healthy.'

'As for her personality, I didn't have much demands. I needed someone loyalty, who won't betray me and will have trust in me. That's what made my standards high, in this day and age most people aren't trustworthy. Not just females, even males were the same.'

'I wouldn't say that my looks were the best or the worst, they were average. My body was fit due to swimming. So if I wanted to, I would be able to get a girlfriend, but I couldn't. I still had no goal, I didn't want to implicate someone with my sorrow for my own selfishness.'

'By the time I was in my last year of highschool, I was fed up with everything. I wanted to escape somewhere, somewhere I can search for my goal in without too much limitations, but I didn't want to be alone.'

'I knew that if I was alone with my thoughts, something bad will happen. Either to me or anything around me. I became afraid of myself, afraid of my intelligence. I didn't want to combine it with my dark thoughts, the only thing that separated them was the stories I read or wrote, they were my savior.'

'I didn't want to get delusional and think that if a truck hit me I will go to another world. I was alive, but not living. I was like a walking corpse.'

'I knew that what I had was far better than a lot of people, but it was also what made me like that. During the start of my last highschool year, I had already been aware of being a genius.'

'At first everything was the same, but as time went on I started hating society even more, from the stupid mistakes to the manipulation profiteers use. Everything became worse.'

'To cope with that, all I could do was immerse myself in more reading'

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Hello! Author here, now that we've reached this point, I'm planning on transporting our MC to another world in the next chapter or the one after. So if you have any suggestions on how to transport him, feel free.