The Prophecy and Her Confusion

ELLE

"I love you so much! Don't stop! Harder please! URGGHH!" The woman screamed while a man is on top of her. I can't see them clearly because of so much blur and mosaically. But what I'm sure about is seeing them making love kills me slowly. Making my heart less pumping and making me live hellaciously.

"Almost there! Almost there babe! I won't stop now! I love you too!" The man also yelled and few more thrust the man came. They're both panting and catching each others' breath. As they reached their climax, I felt the tears in my cheeks. I felt like breaking down.. I kneeled down as I held my chest that has been aching earlier a while ago.

"Why am I crying? Why am I feeling hurt and betrayed? Was it the other way around? Should I be happy then?" My inner voice mumbled.

When the man finally recovered from panting, he stared at the woman and kiss her once again. They kissed. And that kiss cut me into pieces. My heart fell out of me and I saw it broken. Tears are coming out from eyes relentlessly. My soul parted into half.

"What is happening? What is happening to me?! I don't understand! What is it! Help me, please. Can someone help me?! I need some help! Please save me! Please!" I heard my inner voice bellowing as it can't contain of so much pain.

I need to run.. I need to escape from this nightmare. I need someone to rescue and save me from this despair. I need someone to hold on and to cry on. I kept on running until I felt numb and blind about what's going on. I stopped when shadows appeared in front of me. That shadows started to make noise make me feel more confused and anxious.

I heard them yelling at me. I bended my knees and cover my ears. I heard them laughing at me, teasing and belittling me. Someone insulted me, someone blamed me and someone slapped me.

I feel so helpless. This is so inhumane. This is just too cruel. I saw a shadows' holding a gun and attempting to shoot me. But before that shadow pressed the gun to shoot me, I felt something warm flowing from my thighs. I gasped when I realized what is it. I held the blood in my thighs and tears become more severe unlike earlier..

"NOOOO!!!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.

-

"Elle! Wake up! Hey!" I felt someone poked me on my cheeks dahilan para magising ako.

"Are you alright? You seemed to have a bad dream." Kyle asked me while giving me his worried look. I just smiled at him and held him on his cheeks.

"Yes, I'm alright.. What time is it already?" I asked out of the blue. He looked back where our clock is. "It's amost 7 in the morning babe." Then he gave me his sweet smile. He then gave me a smack kiss at bumangon na siya. "I need to prepare for our breakfast. Stay there. Akong bahala." At kinindatan niya ako. I felt the hot feeling while staring at his back while walking towards the door of our room. He wears nothing but only his boxers. I smiled sheepishly with the thought that this man is mine already..

Hinawakan ko ng mahigpit ang kumot na nakapulupot sa katawan ko. Last night was a magical night for the both of us. The way he moved last night, was the best feeling that ever happened compared when we're still illegal. I mean, our relationship was still illegal back then.

I caressed my tummy feeling and imagining how our angel's doing there..

"We can't wait to see you, our angel. Mom promise to keep you healthy while you are there.. " I whispered..

Bumangon na ako upang maligo. Pagkatapos ay nag-ayos lang ako ng kaunti. I opened my cellphone and so my social media accounts to give an updates.

As usual, maraming notifications ang bumungad saakin sa FB and IG. Some are tagged photos of us. Nakakaloka lang talaga si Patty. Dinaig pa si Vanessa. Hahaha

'Married to Kyle Villafuente'

-Saved

I smiled upon reading that line. Kasal na ako kay Kyle. Sa lalaking nagawang buhayin ako ulit, though maraming pagsubok ang dumating sa buhay namin, but still hindi kami nagpadaig.

Napangiti ako while staring at our wedding picture. I made it as my DP sa FB and IG. Ngunit nawala ang ngiti ko nang maalala ko ang napanaginipan ko kagabi.

Ano yun? Dala lamang ba iyon ng panonood ko ng movies? Siguro iiwasan ko na muna ang panonood ng mga movies. Hays.

"Here's your breakfast, Love." Naputol ang pag-iisip ko ng biglang magsalita si Kyle while carrying a tray of pancake and bacon and a glass of milk.

"Walang hotdog?" Takang tanong ko. He smiled wickedly.

"Meron gusto mo ba?" Namula ako dahil sa sinabi niya. "Pervert!" And then he burst into laughters.

"Joke lang. Iiwasan muna natin ang pagkain ng hotdog, Love. Kailangan mong kumain ng masusustansyang food ngayon para kay baby." Napangiti ako sa sinabi niya. Inumpisahan na namin ang pagkain nang bigla siyang magsalita.

"Saan mo gustong gumala mamaya?" He asked, I paused and think. "Hmm. Sa may poolside nalang siguro. Hindi pa nagtetext sina Patty eh, malamang tulog pa ang mga iyon." I answered. Yes, Patty and Vanessa are here. Mom insist na dumito na muna sila. Mabuti na lang at pumayag si Mr. Albert na iextend ng dalawa pang araw ang leave nila Patty at ang dalawa, tuwang-tuwa. Take note, sponsored by Mom ang stay nila dito. Nasa kabilang room lang sila.

"Sige. Ligo na muna ako love ah?" Sabi niya at hinalikan ako sa pisngi at saka pumasok sa Banyo upang maligo na.

Ngunit hanggang ngayon ay bumabagabag pa rin sa isipan ko ang tungkol sa napanaginipan ko. Anong gustong ipahiwatig nun? Or wala lang yun? I mean, dapat ba akong kabahan or matakot dahil lang doon?

I'm just being paranoid lang siguro. Oo, baka ganoon lang nga. Iiwasan ko nang huwag isipin ang bagay na yun. Tama. Yun na lang ang gagawin ko ngayon.