MAY I KISS YOU

CHAPTER ONE HUNDRED THIRTY

With a face as stiff as a board, Feifei observed Yuan.

"Before we met, were you involved with someone?"

"No."

"Truth?"

"It has been a year or two since I've been entangled with someone. I maybe a rogue but I know my priorities. I have never ending duties and heavy responsibilities."

Seeing Feifei's blank face, Yuan sighed again.

"Please don't compare yourself with my past partners. This may sound heartless but in my heart, they won't be able to make up a third of you even if you combine them all. In all truth, I never held any hope about meeting someone who can make me feel the way you make me feel. Being with my past partners, it was just pure...arrangement. I've never even slept in bed with them."

Yuan ran his eyes over Feifei's face.

"Do you find me dirty?"

Feifei looked at Yuan. His eyes clear.

Yuan sighed in relief. He wasn't even aware he was holding his breath.

Many people fear him. But only one person can strike fear into his heart.

And that person is sitting right in front of him.

He doesn't want to upset Feifei but, he promised him honesty. If there is something in his past Feifei cannot accept, all he can do is just to make up for it.

He doesn't care about the opinion of others. His past is something he did not regret. If he would be asked, he would say, sex in any ways and in any form is a beautiful thing.

And he is not ashamed nor bothered about how promiscuous he was. For him, he treats sex as a primal instinct. A normal thing meant to be enjoyed by the parties involved.

And with revelation, he realized, sex can even be more beautiful and sublime if it is shared with someone you truly care about.

Yuan held Feifei's hands in both of his and lowered his forehead on their joined hands in reverence.

He is really awed by the intensity of feelings Feifei always brings out in him. If he is forced to submission, Feifei has the power to make him yield and call out defeat.

Yuan closed his eyes as he kissed Feifei's hands piously.

This person can literally bring him down to his knees.

"May I kiss you?" He asked brokenly.