You are too ugly to be that
Drugs, alcohol, and weed had a long relationship with him. When you lose everything in the blink of an eye, everything wrong sounds good.
What was forbidden to you all along suddenly feels like a reason for living. Curiosity kills the cat. In his case, curiosity became both poison and healer for him. It takes away your misery for a few moments, just to push you closer to death. Rebel is the way to justify what happened without anyone to blame but you.
"Did you forget what you promised to me before leaving the house?" Gabriella, stopped sobbing and pulled away from his embrace, rubbing away the leftover tears.
August remained silent at her question, his mind drifting off to the time he first left the house. Albert was against that, and a huge fight broke out between the two at the dining table while having dinner.