back to Boston

after lunch I went to my room and I was trying on dresses then I found a dress I liked I went to ask Nick's mum what she thought and Nick seen my dress and asked where I was going and I replied back to Boston for a few days nick looked sad but all he said was can I help you with everything I said umm I think I'm good then he asked when do I leave I said Tomorrow morning then I asked if he'll come he replied with a sad tone sorry can't I almost started to cry but I just looked down and held my tears in but then he said I was joking ash of course I'll come I smiled so big I think I was going to explode so I asked nick I he likes the dress and he said yes but it's a bit long I looked in the hallway mirror and is was super long so I went back to my room and grabbed some scissors and cut the dress to my knees so I ran to Jennifer or I think that's Nick's mum's name she said she loved it and em came plowing in with snow all over her and she looked at my dress and asked when's the wedding. Jennifer said there's no wedding and em goes then why is ash in a dress and I said I was leaving for a few days and she started to cry so I picked her up and whispered to her and said you can come too if you want and she said yes Jennifer just smiled and I left with em and when I put her down she went back out the door and went to pack and Nick seems to be done packing so I go to my room and change and text my mum and I told her everything how em asked if there's a wedding and how I have feelings for nick and how nick and em were coming for Christmas too and she said it was fine and I reminded her my birthday was in two days after Christmas and I was still staying but I was going to leave the same day and then I asked how Mc was (that's what I call McKenzie) she said good and I said I was going to take a nap and I got off my phone and took a nap.