Chirping birds, pastel colored gardens and butterflies that she once was proud of were replaced with snows and this gave her headache. This mournful desolation made her heart beat with excitement and frustration. Yes, she was happy her Daejong was as affected as her and missed her terribly, but her frustration seeped from the fact he hurt because of her. He has been in pain and the general grandeur in decay of his palace told so. He must have ordered no decorations or beautification near his palace because his true embodiment was gone. She was grateful as she was sad; to her, Daejong has won her heart completely and she would prove it to him.
On her way to her dreamland, she had told off prince Song who clung unto her with fervour, discarding him who advised her against going back to the emperor, marching fervently and making it through the gate. It was an arduous journey as she had never experienced such but fulfilling to finally be back