MSL - Christopher Hudson Side (Part II)

She came to my room and I was already so keen on her, I even drove her out. It's not that my feelings for her have changed, not at all. I just want her to learn one thing, to love herself. At least that way she won't ignore me who is desperately worrying about her.

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After midnight I was so anxious to see her in her room, maybe she was already asleep. I hoped that when I saw her curl up in her shirt and fall asleep deeply with his angel face, it would relieve my anger. I opened the door and was struck to see her stood in my doorway. Damn, every time I stared at his face the anger that had almost subsided it was bursting back. Everything happens as if there is an automatic sensor.

I was silent for a while, trying to turn myself up, my emotions, maybe it took me a whole night to make my anger completely subside. And one thing I had to do was have her get out of front of me asap, before I lost control of myself.

"What are you doing there?" I asked in a stoic tone.

"I . . ." She was downcast. "Want to apologize." She continues the answer. She didn't even dare to look at me directly. I was desperately trying to keep myself from pulling the girl in my arms even though I really wanted to. Part of my ego as a man who had been hurt by her behavior made me stay in silence.

"I know you must be very angry with me at this time, I can accept that, but at least you know that I regret my stupidity and apologize to you." She said as she regret it. She turned and strode away from me, and just then I was out of control. I looked at her until she fell into my arms. I held her skinny body tightly and I was absolutely insane. The longing that rose was accompanied by anger that almost burst out.

"You're driving me crazy." I whispered and she cried. But her cries didn't necessarily melt my heart. I grabbed her in my arms and I lay her on the bed.

Oh young lady, every once in a while you have to get a harsh punishment to let you know that you shouldn't ignore me.

I took off the T-shirt I was wearing and immediately moved onto the bed. I pulled her legs up and I opened wide enough to give me access. I unbuttoned my pants quickly and rubbed mine, she was already tense and full of anger I guess. I pulled her hand over my head and then I kissed her lips roughly. I want to make her frustrated, very frustrated even. With my free hand I pulled over her panties and I thrust mine into her very roughly.

"I'm sorry baby, you have to learn one thing very hard for you to understand, ignoring me can be very dangerous for you." I muttered inwardly. I kept pumping her and kissing her. She couldn't accept all that was too heavy, I even heard a sigh of pain as I looked in when she wasn't ready. I know this hurts her, but I don't want anyone else to be able to hurt her when I can't do anything or aren't nearby.

I found my peak in quick time because my adrenaline pumped up quickly. I staggered and fell to her side. It's a pleasure that honestly also tortures me. I can't see her crying, but I don't want her to repeat her stupidity again. Ignoring me, not picking up my phone and not replying to my message, it's the most forbidden thing, and she has to instill it deeply in her head.

"You punished me?" She asked softly. I didn't look at her, because just hearing her sob made me feel very guilty.

I was forced to open my eyes, and I saw tears falling from the corners of her eyes. "You're frustrated?" I asked in a stoic tone. I really want to teach her a valuable lesson.

"Yes." She said, wiping away her tears.

"That's what I felt hours ago. And now you feel the punishment you will remember in your head, so don't repeat it again." I twisted my position to be face down and closed my eyes. Maybe she will consider me a cruel, evil, or selfish man. I don't care, one thing she should know, I love her very much and want to always protect her even though I can't always be with her.

Today was hard, either for me or for her. I can't even think of what my reaction will be like tomorrow when it comes to dealing with her. Because before I fell asleep I felt her inching down from my bed and went out of my room. Maybe right now she was crying in her room cursing at me.