October 13 2018

Gender is kinda a thing I've struggled with for while. I dont really feel female but also dont feel Male. This is kinda a thing I've kept to myself and I've been slowly trying to figure out what I am. Finally I think I know.

I've also felt diffrent when it comes to the other girls. I've always been very tr tomboyish and I have always like dressing more masculine then feminine but sometimes I feel feminine and like to wear a dress and heals. I've also had a not good relationship with my chest. I try to hide my cheat qith hoodies and oversized shirts. As I've said I've been thinking about chest binding and top surgery.

All this is all kinda making sense and everything feels good.

I'm pansexual, androgynous and non-binary.