chapter 1

first day of Class..I'm in my 2nd year college..Janice Perez...I'm excited to go in..not because I'll see my classmates and friends...but because I'm eager to see my crush... prof Triztan Gomez...The handsome terror teacher in literature...While others are very afraid of him.,im trying hard.to get notice by him.. .... .Good morning Guys!!! greeted my classmates...most of whom were also my classmates last year.... ..heyyy It's nice to see you ,seems like In a good mood huh?!!! Tessa commented, my bff ...."of course....I'll see Sir Cutie soon..".I whispered to tessa... ..hahaha! You really fantasize Sir dont you?... Tessa's tease her while smiling...after some subjects have passed..this is the time I have been looking forward to.... ... As soon as Mr. Cutie's entered the door,.... I was startled...He got even more handsome...his body is also very beautiful so it's very hot to look at. ..I bit my lower lip while I couldn't take my eyes off him.....I looked at as I fantasize about her lips...I've kissed her several times...but only in my dreams.... ..I am smart and active in class...this way my professors notice me.so I improve my studies even more.... ..classes time passed...I enjoy literature, it's my passion, besides of having a crush on my prof here... ... hey! goodbye cutie! I whispered to myself with a sigh as Sir Cutie left the room. ..friend!!!! spit it out! hahaha! tessa's teasing.... ..friend, what do you like about sir, he doesn't even know how to smile...I think he's angry at the world... Tessa asked .."best, everything!....I answered with a smile"..... . ..."you're really crazy friend"....Tessa said bitterly... ...let's have lunch..we don't have class anymore so we can eat anywhere...this is the bonding between Tessa and me. After class, we will eat together where there is something new and delicious.. ..friend, there is a new restaurant in the Mall, let's try it... ..well, let's go, I'm hungry...we left the room..

I'm very lucky. We will bump into Sir Cutie while walking in the hallway...

..wait.....is what I saw right, it looks like Sir cutie was looking at me earlier. His looks were very soft and I saw him smile..

.....no! Maybe it's just my imagination..it's like I'm talking to someone in my mind...

..as I got closer, my chest beat got stronger...

...Hi sir! Tessa and I say hello together..

sir cutie just looked at us for a moment and just walked straight away....

...hey, my friend..you see the emotionless face.we weren't even greeted..tessa grumbled

.shhhh!!,don't be loud He might heard best..she's really cute db...I'm so thrilled I didn't pay attention to tessa's complaint...

."..hey!!! are you blind!! he's handsome to the core..... but he doesn't even smiled... even a dog like smile he doesnt know"..... tessa continues to complain...

.....yes tessa is right..We have never seen Sir triztan smile..he is always serious..he only looks or nods when someone greets him..

..he hates those who don't listen in his class..when you do something wrong in his class, he will give you a sharp look..

most people call him terror prof...

..but Sir Triztan has a different effect on me...I'm more curious about his personality..I want to know him more

...but I know that's vague..that's why I think so...

....often in my dreams Mr cutie is with me.. in my dreams I can hold him freely and kiss his lips...Sometimes I wonder if it's just a crush or something more...

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...heeeyyy...! Tessa shouted interrupting my thoughts on Mr. cutie..

..friend, come back. I think you flew to your dream world... t

.".best!!! dont be like that" let's eat now...

...after eating, we went for a walk to the mall..and bought the things we need for school...this is the first day, so the professors are telling us the things we need...

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I'm so tired when I get home, I go straight to my room....

..his pictures are on my wall

Mr Cutie ..pictures that I secretly take so none of them have front view...usually only side view and back view..but this is enough for me....

.....Mr cutie inspired me to further improve my studies...

mommy knows that, so she just lets me go. but sometimes she also reminds me not to go further....

..I know everything about the thought of me having mr.cutie as my boyfriend was all just a wishful thinking...there's no way he feel the same for me...

" knock!knock!...its mommy honey."..my mom just arrived....

" its open mom! you can come in."..i answered...

Hi ,honey!how was your first day in school?...mom ask..

.."Its ok mom!same as usual... i come closer to my mom and greeted her with a kiss..

We talked a lot bout school before she decided to go back to her room to take a nap..

I took shower and take my night time routine..i want to make sure that im always fresh ang beautiful when i go to school..Wishing that Mr Cutie can notice how beautiful i am.... I can proudly say that my beauty is not ordinary ,i believe that i have a perfect body..but why is Mr.Cutie doesnt even give a glance at me, while most of the boys in our campus were trying everything for me to notice them....

i prepare myself to go t bed,i prayed that i can be with him again even just in my dreams..Someday!!!someday!!!you will be my boyfriend!i claimed it!!!

i never had a boyfriend,because mr cutie not intentionally sets my standard high...no one can surpassed My attraction with mR cutie...id rather not get in to a relationship.if its not Mr Triztan GoMez or even just the one close to his handsomeness....aside that im not looking and no planned to look for other...is quite hard to find...until i graduated.im willing to wait..our faith might be destined to crosspath.