the talk

the talk:

readers pov:

readers thoughts: right now i was currently in my room.. i was tired from the exam- hard work results to being tired they say- or is it just me

y/n: (laughs a bit) it is just me...

readers thoughts: i wonder what the others are doing, probably chatting with each other. how are they not tired

(the silence in her room was cut off by a knock on her door)

y/n: hm- who is it

ochako: (smiles) it's obviously your best friend

y/n: oh ochako-chan..

third person pov: y/n walks over to her door and opens it to only see ochako holding a bowl filled with cookies and a notebook

y/n: (smiles warmly) ura, what's the occasion

ochako: (blushes madly) t-there's no occasion. i just wanted to talk to you

y/n: (giggles a bit) alright come in.

(once ochako walked into the room she took a seat on y/n bed along with y/n doing the same)

y/n: (takes a cookie) did you bake these

ochako: (smiles) mhm.. i also had some help with yao-momo

y/n: oh- these are really good

ochako: thanks

y/n: so what did you want to talk about

ochako: (blushes even more) deku.. (mumbles)

y/n: oohh your love for him seems to be growing

ochako: hey.. i started to realize some things (timidly)

y/n: (in realization) so that's it

ochako: that's what

y/n: (giggles) your relationship as friends silly

ochako: eh- mhm

y/n: his words touched you since your his first trusted female classmates or bestfriend. (smiles) he really has a thing for you

ochako: y/n stop it you're saying too much, plus there's no way that he feels the same way

y/n: (smirks playfully) of course he does, he always blushes whenever you say something positive even when you're close to him. you're like his first crush. wait- you're like the first girl he talked to since he looked shy when you helped him. it's like love at first sight (beams with joy)

ochako thoughts: l-love at first sight.. (blushes even more)

y/n: ochako-chan.. you have it bad

ochako: i really do..

y/n: (smiles brightly) well that's ok. all you have to worry about is telling him how you feel

ochako: (sighs) you really haven't seen where that went

y/n: i have and everyone starting to get a clue on who you like so.. i suggest you tell him how you feel

ochako: easy for you to say.. you had todoroki confess to you

y/n: (eyes widen a bit) s-shoto..

ochako: (tilts her head in confusion) w-what's wrong

y/n: what's wrong, i have to talk to him (yells)

ochako: did you guys have a fight.. i doubt if you did so

y/n: no we didn't.. i-it's quite a personal topic but at the same time it isn't

ochako: oh..-

y/n: (gets up from the bed) i'll be back in ten minutes, so keep yourself occupied by writing down your thoughts of izuku-kun

ochako: (smiles) a-alright.

(y/n was about to leave until she felt ochako grasps her hand)

y/n: what's wrong ura

ochako: (laughs a bit) you're not wearing a shirt so

y/n: damn it. (mumbles)

time skip to todoroki room........

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readers pov:

readers thoughts: i finally made it to todoroki room; while i was at it i encountered mineta and kaminari.. and to be honest i was having second thoughts about just randomly walking up to his room instead of calling him for his consent even though he allowed me too-

kaminari: hey kim-san, what are you doing at todoroki room

mineta: (frowns) why are you going to see him after he failed the hero provisional licenses exam

y/n: because i love him plus as his girlfriend i must be supportive

kaminari: (smiles) you're totally good girlfriend material

y/n: (smiles awkwardly) y-yeah.. thanks

mineta: it's true, i would've been an amazing boyfriend (smiles pervertedly)

kaminari: man you need to chill. keep doing that you'll never get a girlfriend, (laughs a bit) as if you would

y/n: uhm- thanks kaminari

kaminari: no prob, good luck talking to your boyfriend (waves before dragging mineta by the shirt)

mineta: kaminari wait, i'm not done speaking to my future girlfriend

kaminari: (sighs) can't you see that she's already taken. plus, there'll be a time when we get one- maybe me

readers pov:

readers thoughts: at least kaminari seems to be taking care of mineta (clenches her fist) now back to square one- the awkward conversations with todoroki.. i mindswell hurry at this rate i only have seven minutes. i better make this count

y/n: (knocks on the door) s-shoto.. it's me, y/n

readers thoughts: damn it. i stuttered at this rate he'll think i'm scared to start a conversation- which i am. stealthy entrance- fail

(after a few moments of silence y/n finally heard shuffling coming from his room. then she finally saw the door open revealing todoroki with a white and grey sweat pants along with a towel around his next, his hair was also wet. the view was breathtaking)

y/n: (blushing madly) how can you be so hot without even trying

third person pov: todoroki blushed a light shade of pink at this comment causing y/n to frown in confusion until she realized that she said it out loud

y/n: i'i'm so sorry i didn't mean to say that out loud even though it was the truth (practically yelling)

todoroki: (smiles warmly) that's alright my love, you can come in now. i just got back from taking a shower

(he then moves to the side so that y/n could enter his room, once she did so she laid down on his futon)

todoroki: i didn't expect you to react this way maybe i should stay like this more often, i really enjoy seeing your flustered expression

y/n: (covers her face) sho you need stop saying things like that, you're always blunt i can't seem to make you blush.. beside when i say something embarrassing

todoroki: hm, it's because i enjoy seeing your face like that

y/n: oh.. (smiles before removing her hand from her face)

todoroki: (sighs) so you actually came

y/n: eh- oh of course i would.. why wouldn't i

todoroki: you seemed really troubled back at the exams when i told you to meet me here

y/n: to be honest, i was.. but after talking to ochako and her reminding me to come here i decided to

todoroki: that explains why you didn't come here before

y/n: wait- you were waiting for me

todoroki: yeah, right when we came back

y/n: (frowns a bit) this makes me feel guilty, i had you waiting for me for like- uhm.. how many minutes

todoroki: ten.

y/n: ten minutes- i'm such a bad girlfriend (mumbles)

todoroki: you're not a bad girlfriend.. at least i used the rest of my time to freshen up

y/n: of course you would, you're just too much for me... you're literally the only one making progress in this relationship

todoroki: (smiles) of course i would. i'm the one who confessed so it's my job as your boyfriend to keep our relationship in check

y/n: bu-

todoroki: it's fine

readers thoughts: why do i have a such an amazing boyfriend

third person pov: five minutes left.

y/n: so.. uhm- where were we

todoroki: (sighs before sitting next to her) the part where you wouldn't tell me the reason why you were crying

y/n: oh..- do i tell you now

todoroki: (frowns) why would i invite you over to my room

y/n: i-i was only joking shoto

todoroki: at a time like this

y/n: i'm sorry...

todoroki: you know you don-

y/n: shut up- i can't keep hiding things from you (sits up and grabs both of his hands) i love you. you've been really truthful with me.. but i haven't, so i need to suck it up and share my feelings (blushes madly) even if i already did

(todoroki smiled at y/n lovingly, he liked how determined she was about their relationship giving him positive thoughts about the future)

y/n: you see, my mother messaged me during the exam..

todoroki: did something happen to her

y/n: no. nothing did, (laughs a bit) if something were to happen the first thing she would've done was take the enemy out by surprise

todoroki: (slightly dumbfounded) that makes sense, you're always catching people by surprise

y/n: (mumbles) is that so..

readers thoughts: am i really that special to him.

y/n: my mother doing alright, it's just- no, recently i've been having flashbacks of my past.. and it's all quite a blur. whenever i think deeply about it i always feel like i should've been better. even though.. i'm alright

todoroki: my love, you don't look like someone who's been through a lot

y/n: exactly.. (clenches her fist) that's why i feel like my past is following me now- i have no regrets but deep down i have a feeling it's coming to the point where i feel regrets for no reason. i wish my problems could all disappear but it is what it is

todoroki: what was your past like

y/n: confusing..- it's all confusing.. originally my mother, my father, and i were all supposed to be a happy family until my fifth or sixth birthday occured. that was when the truth got out; my father only married my mother for her quirk..

todoroki: (holds y/n hand reassuringly) we're they in a quirk marriage

y/n: no shoto, it was an actual wedding but some type of scandal- my father originally loved my mother but things changed. i took notice of their relationship when i was four, he would continuously ask if i felt any of effect of having a quirk. but he never asked when mother was around, that's when i started asking him questions on why he asked but he would always push me away- it was finally my fifth or sixth birthday. i-i was waiting for my father and..

(y/n couldn't say anything after that..; she started to shed tears. she never went that far into the story but she told ochako the whole thing without a sweat. it was different, she was able to tell ochako everything while feeling a slight eruption of sadness but telling her boyfriend- a whole other thing. is it because she fell deeply in love with him or is it because they shared the same thing.)

third person pov: todoroki moves over to y/n and pulled her into a passionate kiss, it was a warm and tender kiss filled with both love and sadness. after a few moments they pulled away

author note: i actually thought that was me.. it is fanfic and it is y/n so- i kissed him.. correction we kissed him or you i don't know. but in your/my imagination. (laughs) oh- yeah, it was only my imagination. (places fist up in the air) this is a crisis; a romance crisis- how come people design really hot anime characters without/knowing the consequences of a bunch of teens and teenagers falling in love with them. that's why we write fanfic, to cover up our own fantasy. my parents think that i'll get married in the future but guess what i'm not. i want my life to be a fantasy- with my hot anime characters, i might sound crazy but it's true

"notice the people who are happy for you, and sad for your sadness. they're the ones that deserve a place in your heart

author note: i can never have that; my family difficult when it comes to love. (sighs) that's one of the reasons why i haven't been updating this story,

todoroki: (smiles while caressing her cheek) it's alright my love.. you can stop crying now

third person pov: three minutes.

(as todoroki continued to calm y/n down by saying sweet and loving words she eventually fell silent, neither of them wanted to say a word- or that's what they thought)

y/n: this is embarrassing.. (mumbles)

todoroki: hm-

y/n: shoto, how can you stay strong after everything you went through.. this proves that you're stronger than me

todoroki: (sighs before looking away) i'm not stronger than you, you're actually stronger than me

y/n: sho, that sounds so ironic

todoroki: (smiles a bit) i'm not being ironic. it's the truth, the only reason why i changed was because of you. you staying strong for me- and to be honest i never thought that i would smile again

y/n: (blushes a bit) t-thats.. that's really sweet of you, thank you

(todoroki nods before kissing y/n on the cheek causing her to roll her eyes playfully)

third person pov: time's up.

y/n: (sighs) shoto, i have to leave now

todoroki: so soon

y/n: (nods) i have to go back to ochako

todoroki: what for

y/n: (giggles) we're talking about girl stuff in other words boys

todoroki: (sighs) is it about midoriya

y/n: (winks) bingo. well bye

third person pov: once y/n left todoroki room she spotted a sweater on his nightstand

readers thoughts: (blushes) he wouldn't mind me borrowing it

y/n: hehe

end of chapter...

author note: you know what i hate about my hero academia stories mostly todoroki, bakugou, and midoriya; it's the when the reader or y/n shares about their "sad past". some writers tend to make these type of parts dramatic.. which i hate- i don't mean to be rude but that's how i feel. that's one of the reasons why i made the ending somewhat happy- i hate the stages when you continue a conversation and y/n starts to get suicidal thoughts. it's awkward.. and weird. but sometimes when those types of parts are written i find them quite interesting along with being slightly intense