haruto is resting

Haruto POV

I sat in my new room, the room is unfamiliar to me and surroundings of the wall is filled with solitute which has further made me more anxious. The walls seemed to echo with the memories of the love hotel's supernatural phenomena, different from how the house is itself.

As I stayed on the bed, every moment of the disaster is playing through my mind, each scene etching itself into my memory.

Touko, in her motherly way, had prepared a simple yet comforting meal. The aroma spreading through the air momentarily removed my parnoia . She placed the meal on the table and happen to bend to place giving me a clear eye-candy of her ass covered by her gown, I don't know about it, but Touko is clearly attractive...and is providing my eyes with plenty of eye-candy.

 Thanks to Touko-san my mind is diverted, and I think I should unload and divert my attention from the topic and sleep....I don't know why thinking of sexy things make me sleep...I opened up as opened up phone checking up text messages 

To my surprise, I found a series of notifications from my friends. Three missed calls from Kenji and a whopping 101 missed calls from Kei raised my eyebrows. Akira had sent five DMs, 'Heard you got injured'

 ' 'Admitted In hospital'

'You are checking out nurses there aren't you. Do you miss them'

' Don't worry A hot nurse is coming although she doesn't have big bust volume'

'EEHIUHGVHJIHGFVHJJUYGFVB' . I couldn't understand the last message

'....' next message is this. I rubbed my eyes and found that rei has messaged mei

I am sorry rei I don't understand your morse code

I replied with "....."

"what?" Rei instantelosly replied

" what?" I replied back

"Hope you recover.....fast " She said and went offline.

'H...Haruto, I...I heard you went to the hospital. I hope everything is okay. If you're h...having any relationship troubles or anything, you can always share with us. Wishing you better soon. I'm terrified of lifting phones, so p-please don't call me. Don't feel bad if I don't lift because I retrated to my safe space when it rings ' She replies in a single message...She will be proud keyboard warrior someday

'Ugh, dmn phnoe... how to use thsi thign? Can't tpye prpperly... anywasy, don't be rekcless or anthnig Harkou.' Yumi is struggling to type letters....She has deleted the message but notification is still there...FINALLY

With this message I can put a leash on Yumi and make torture her while making her remember this....Hehe.....Why this girl has to be a jerk is something I don't know...Maybe she hates guys for doing nothing

I scrolled the chat app and sudden a contact has caught my eye...Ayumi. I have not seen since that day....I have called her again and the number is invalid. At first it is out of coverage area and now invalid.....

Something has happened to her..I should definitely ask them tommorow. This has to be delievered person to person face to face, I can't explain in text or phone app.

Meanwhile I tried to do a funny-thing...I want to change my contacts names in a funny way let's see

Kenji-Milf Lover

Ayumi-Dead Af

Yumi-Girl on period

Rei-Barbie doll

Akira-Richie Rich

johanna-Big boobed girl

Kei-

 What should I name kie. Maybe 'hot-

However, my plans were interrupted as Kei entered the scene, wearing a maid dress and greeting me with a formal bow "How can I help you, Haruto-sama?" She lifted her skirt

The unexpected sight left me momentarily stunned, with crimson droplets staining my nose. She caught me off-guard....Kei wearing a MIAD DRESS it's heaven for me.....I can make good use of this.

 "Haruto, let me help you lift your spirits. I will take out the blanket and to cover you properly, okay?" She said while coming closer to me...She 

 "Nah, I'm good. No need for the blanket, really." I said while resting on the bed....There is a reason I did so.

Despite my protest, Kei decided to take matters into her own hands. She reached for the blanket and, removed it. To her surprise, instead of finding me covered, she discovered the reason and kept staring.

"It keeps on increasing the further I see it " Kei fixates her stare over particular region...She kept on staring..... Suddenly, a tiny trickle of blood escapes from Kei's nostril, starting slow and then gaining momentum. 

My dear Kei how can you stand so straight after staring at it....I guess girls are dirty-minded and hide better...I need to employ this kind of strategy to perform better. These days speaking honestly that I am attracted to a girl seemed criminal so I have to look decent as much.

But the strategy always fail for some reason....So no sympathy

She discovered that I had no clothes on, turning the situation into an unintended and awkward parody. She finally noticed where she is and has freed from her daze. 

Kei's eyes widened, a mix of shock and disbelief plastered on her face. She stammered, "Haruto, what on earth are you doing without any clothes?" Her tone carried a blend of surprise and amusement, a touch of that 'are you serious right now' vibe.

 I am unfazed own lack of clothing, if there has been other girl than kei, the reaction would be different, I wouldn't have let any other girl enter my room in the first place, even if she did she didn't have any right to complain at me.

I shot back with his typical nonchalant attitude, "I don't like wearing clothes? Clothes are so overrated."

Do whatever you want kei....You could be understanding and accept the situation and move on...Or use your frustation on me, and ruin our realtionship...

Kei, ever the responsible girl, sighed and shook her head, "Honestly, Haruto, you're a walking disaster. Put some clothes on before you catch a cold or something." She turned her head and averted her eyes.

Me catching a cold, how typical of you Kei, saying such logical things. You always say such convinent things.

" *sigh* You really are " I said while getting up and picking up and wearning my trousers and shirt...Kei sometimes glances at me and turns back quick. She is really adorable. 

I think I found kei attractive mostly because she is kei, and her personailty is adorable...Does that make me gay if she is a boy. Maybe not, I am sure we will be close friends if that's the case. 

I wore my dress and went closer to kei, she trembled a bit, maybe she felt little fear of my strature....No...Maybe it's more hesistation...I think a girl like Kei has some hesistaion towards opposite gender. She is so comforting I forget she is a girl, so I make sure I don't accidently hurt too much. 

I went up and placed my hand in her head and played with her hair, her hair is smooth, black and neatly combed. I had a desire to ruin her hair....I used to pull her hair when we are children, it was a very fond habit.

"Haruto" She whispered glancing at me...She didn't know what to say. I took her close.

"I wish....I always wished that it's just us sometimes....We don't have to follow the methods and rules used by others...We will live like we wish " I whispered. It doesn't make sense but I just wanted to tell her.

"I wish the same....But..." She trailed back

"What's wrong " I asked

"My family is little uptight and we have to keep it in secret...They won't a-" She told me

"Hmmm.....Ok for now " I told her.

Just great, how our conversation went. We are both strange creature, and we feel similar....But.....

Why do I feel like this...

When I am with her.....

I feel like.....

I don't anything about her....And what I know is her surface...

And she is much more complex and different than I imagined...

That person is something I won't get whatever she is...The thing about Kei is that she is most trusted ally, meaning she is the one who is capable of hurting me the most...And my defense mechanism will activate more when I become...The more I became hurt....The more I will hurt others

The more I hurt others...

The more I distance myself from others...To keep myself away

And Keep getting hurt...Away alienated from others...Living a lonely life.

Living a lonely life means living a life with your own thoughts and you yourself...

Your MiNd will go InSaNe with thoughts....Your body is unable to work without proper....and so on....

You will be broken.........