Am I crazy or the world is crazy

The realization that he might be hearing a voice within his mind triggered a sudden concern, prompting the suggestion of seeking professional help. "Maybe I should check up with a therapist; it could be schizophrenia or something," he mumbled, expressing a genuine worry with a touch of self-care.

The voice, revealing Ayumi's motivation, shared, "It's not about leverage, Haruto. She's drawn to your unpredictability, the genuine reactions, and the simple, unfiltered moments. It's like an adventure for her, and you're the exciting twist in her story."

The voice, calm and unbothered, responded, "[Just go with the flow and shut up.]"

However, Haruto couldn't shake off the uneasy feeling that there was more to the situation than met the eye. The voice, in revealing Ayumi's motivation, provided a glimpse into a complex connection that surpassed the superficial.

"[It's not about leverage, Haruto. She's drawn to your unpredictability, the genuine reactions, and the simple, unfiltered moments. It's like an adventure for her, and you're the exciting twist in her story.]" The words carried a depth that hinted at a profound connection, leaving Haruto with more questions than answers.

The words carried a depth that hinted at a profound connection, leaving Haruto with more questions than answers. Haruto, grappling with skepticism, retorted, "That's bullshit."

The voice, unfazed, responded, "[What is she after? You can read people well don't you, Haruto. Stop bothering and suspecting people. Believe it until you can disprove it. Until then, shut it.]" The advice, although direct, carried a hint of urgency and wisdom, challenging Haruto to confront the mysteries surrounding Ayumi with an open mind.

Ayumi, overhearing Haruto muttering about his concerns regarding schizophrenia, approached him with genuine concern in her voice. "Haruto, I couldn't help but hear you mentioning schizophrenia. Is everything okay?" She paused, letting the concern linger in the air. "If you're going through something, you can talk to me. I'm here for you."

Haruto, attempting to downplay his worries, asserts, "I'm just dealing with nightmares, Ayumi. There's nothing wrong with me. I just need some rest."

Unfazed by his attempt to mask his concerns, Ayumi, with a touch of compassion, gently takes his hand and places it over her chest

Haruto, feeling Ayumi's chest warmth and the softness of her breasts beneath his hand, was overwhelmed by a surge of emotions. A wave of sensitivity washed over him, breaking down the walls he had carefully built. His mind freezed urging him to reckless please himself with her ...

But he have no idea. He dared to ask

Ayumi just stood there anticipating for his response with a smile on her face...it's hard to know her response but his schizo voice responded he can understand her.....maybe this just a dream....With thinking he pressed her chest with his right hand and felt her soft mounds. 

Those are so smooth and soft , just like stress balls

Haruto POV

She grabbed my hand and placed it onto her left boob, if I remember correctly. At first, I got shocked, my hands froze, I was mindblown. To me, there are no words to describe how it exactly feels, but it is extremely soft and voluptous. I moved my hands and explored more, I squeezed it, I felt the edges, the cleavage, I caressed it, it was magical, like i'd love to put my hands on them everyday....

I am heaven....I can no longer think clearly....all I want to is enjoy myself at that moment...who cares about consequences and all of that crazy girls....I rather want to live 20 years with having many wives who love me than livign 100 years alone.....If I had to choose I won't regret this kind of lifestyle.....Right?

No...No....Life is not that simple

Life is more about this rather than having some girls....I will wish for happy, calm and sexual life as well....I want both

I won't entertain the notion that it's stupid to desire both. I refuse to accept a life that forces me to sacrifice one for the other. My life is worth having both,

 will create a life that harmoniously blends love, passion, and personal fulfillment. It won't be chaotic; it will be peaceful, happy, and uniquely mine. I'll satisfy not just my desires but also my mind and soul. This is my journey, and I'll make it possible, living authentically and in alignment with my deepest desires

"[How ]"

It's simple I think of a plan..

"[Good luck.]" 

Nothing has to be said....nothing has to be made.....I just live my life as I want....I don't care...about possibilty...nor about the cruelity and the conflicts.....It's simple I want something I will get it

3rd POV

Haruto, lost in the profound determination of his thoughts, was abruptly pulled back to reality by Ayumi's playful voice. "Haruto, darling, you're quite passionately groping my chest there. Are you sure you're still in the mortal realm?" Ayumi's teasing tone cut through the seriousness, bringing a touch of humor to the intense moment.

"You are courting death" Haruto responded with a serious face

Ayumi burst into genuine laughter at Haruto's deadpan response, finding his sudden switch from deep contemplation to seriousness amusing. "Oh, Haru-chan! For someone deeply immersed in the art of profound beauty snatching, your chest-groping escapades are quite the unexpected twist!" She chuckled, her laughter carrying a warmth that resonated with the shared humor of the moment.

With a playful twinkle in her eyes, Ayumi continued in an exaggerated, over-the-top style, "In the ancient Chinese trope, an old man would probably say to the powerful MC, 'Watch out, Young Master Haruto! Your hands may hold the key to destiny, but they also seem to have a mind of their own!'" She playfully described Haruto's expression, adding a touch of wit to her words.

"Let's go and immerse in the heavenly art of dual cultivation with jade beauties " Haruto said

Ayumi, trying to hold back her laughter, managed to say, "Stop, Haruto! I can't laugh anymore! Haha." Her attempts to stifle her laughter proved futile as she burst into an adorable fit of giggles, uncontrollable and infectious.

Clinging to Haruto, she managed between laughs, "You and your outrageous suggestions! Haha. I can't handle the absurdity, but it's so ridiculously fun!" Haha. Her laughter interjected between each sentence, creating a delightful melody of joy in the air. The infectious laughter, blending with the warmth of their shared moment, echoed in the room, turning the absurdity into a cherished memory.

Ayumi collected herself, still chuckling, and suddenly shifted to a serious tone. "I won't allow it, Haruto. No more girls in our story," she declared with a straight face.

Haruto, confused, asked, "What are you on about now?"

With a mischievous twinkle in her eyes, Ayumi burst into laughter again. "Just roleplaying a bit, Haruto. You know, playing the yandere for fun."

Haruto in a cold expression in his face....stood there thinking for a bit....that he stands by his opinion and decision