CHAPTER 26 (1)

Taking a day off -1.

SATSUKI.

I woke up early today. This is somehow unexpected. I never had done this before. A few more seconds, my phone rang which surprised me. It’s a text for him. I’m getting nervous all of the sudden, it’s been awhile since we’ve been so close towards each other. I never rested for too long. I guess it’s really great that I’ll have a break once in a while. I decided to wake up now since it was already 10 am. I decided to look at my phone and I smiled as soon as I saw his texts. I know that he was usually so strict to me but I have never seen this side of him. A lot of things changed since I knew about who he really was. That’s why on that day…

For some odd reasons he was worried when it involved his twin brother. Because he’s my first love and I haven’t realized that he was the guy that I was looking for all this time.

~flashback~

“Why aren't you eating yet? Are you okay? You don't have any sickness?” He suddenly fired me with questions and I sighed deeply. Lately, I was spaced out because of what's happening. Even though he invited me to dinner, yet I was thinking about something else. How stupid of me.

I was so confused that day. I wanted to ask him badly if ever he is the one that I was looking for. That it was possible that he's my first love, but I don't even have a proper proof if he was actually that kid. Of all people, why would Cheng suddenly appear to me like that, say those things to me? What is he attempting to do? This is giving me nuts. I decided not to listen to that jerk, Cheng Yaozu because he's the enemy here. Whatever he does, I will never listen to him. I know how manipulative he is towards his brother, so why the hell should I believe in him?

He thinks that he is great just because his little brother won't do anything to fight back. And he thinks so full of himself! Yes, his brother is just average, but looks wouldn't even matter at all if you had a worse personality. And whoever Chang is, I accept him, no matter how he is.Cheng Yaozu is doing all of this because he doesn't even know how to love. I looked at Chang Heng seriously, and I scratched my head out of frustration. I want to avoid mentioning Cheng, but I think he deserves to know about this after all. I would like to see this myself. Whether they're both related or not. I hope to know the answers on my own.

“Cheng..he came back. He told me not to trust you. Do you know what he is talking about? Why did he say that?”I suddenly asked him and I just saw him balled his fist out of the sudden and got mad because of it. Do they know each other? Honestly, at this point I really don’t know what I should think anymore. I don’t know who’s telling the truth between the two of them.

He suddenly got closer to me and he hugged me out of the sudden. He’s hugging me so tightly, it looks like he doesn’t want to let go of me. And it felt like he was scared about something and he didn't want me to go. What is the meaning of this? I don’t understand him. He’s too hard to understand in the first place.By the way he acts now it feels like he knew something about this. Never underestimate a woman’s intuition.

“I can’t tell you yet but trust me when the time comes I will tell you. Just let me fix everything first. Just trust me on this Satsuki.” Chang Heng said and I held on to my chest and my heart started beating so fast. This isn’t the time that I should let myself fall for him, damn it! Just what the heck is going on? Is it really possible that he is that kid? If ever he is, does he already knew who I was?

I sighed deeply and I just gripped my chest, “Okay..”

“Good girl. You haven’t taken your lunch right? Come with me. I’ll treat you in the restaurant.” He said seriously and he quickly put on his glasses. Damn, he’s so handsome. I could see his chest for a little bit and I held my cheeks and I started drooling. Please I beg of you, stop the time for a while. I want new shots! His face is really perfect. He is my perfect bottom.I grabbed my phone and I couldn’t stop myself from taking a picture of him.

Chang Heng was surprised by my odd behavior. He got closer to me and then he gripped on my face, “I can see that you found another stupid habit of yours. You’re dead!”He glared at me and I couldn’t help but to swallow hard for a while when he looked like that. Ugh fine, it’s my fault! I can’t do anything about it, I’m a fujioshi after all.

You know that I couldn’t help myself. Well instead of thinking about Cheng Yaozu, I guess I should put all my attention to this hottie accountant. I decided to call Momo and the others for lunch since they were done with their work too. It didn’t really bother him so we decided to get into his car after. I never thought that I would actually eat in this kind of restaurant. And what they served us was French cuisine. They also have British cuisine here. Looks like he ordered a lot of delicious food. I decided to grab the fork and slice the steak. He’s being considerate of me. So it’s true then? That he didn’t mind me having a big appetite as long as he could just see me happy. If only we’re normal, I would consider us dating but we know that wasn’t the case here.

Arrgh stop thinking so negative! Don’t ever think about it anymore! You should think about eating Satsuki. I decided to try the soup and I couldn’t help but to smile. I saw Chang Heng watching me eating. Is there a problem with my face? Why does he have to look at me like that? He’s being weird. When did he even start to look at me as a girl?Nante kimyōna nda[How weird.]

I looked at Momo at my side and I caught her glaring at her ex. Oh gosh. She’s being bitter again. Oh yeah, right. It’s lunchtime after all. And they’re here to eat as well. I do understand her reasons though. She was cheated on. At least that’s what she thought. So I really get why she hates him so much. I looked at Chang Heng and asked him if he was okay.

“Are you alright?” I asked.

“If ever Cheng Yaozu tries to get closer to you again then go closer to me. I’ll teach him a lesson for hurting you.” Chang Heng said and I felt his warm and big hands around my face. I couldn’t stop myself and I blushed because of it. I felt so concious of him and this hasn’t happened before. Why? Why is he saying these things? The way he talks right now it sounded like he wanted to protect me. He’s not like this. He wouldn’t say those things unless he’s my first love. Because that’s impossible. That kid is still in Beijing so why does he resembles him so much because of his actions?