Chapter 1. ✓Contract.

"No! I said no." I flatly refuse.

She takes the time to answer me, it will be because I can hardly resist such a disaster.

"I don't care what you say, I've had to work my whole fucking life to support you, so what you think now doesn't matter to me." His words without any remorse were like poison burning my skin.

I allowed myself to cry in front of her because just as she was the cause of my misfortune, she was also my mother.

"I have always tried to be better in everything, I have killed my neurons to be perfect, I have not failed you mother." I say anguished, making my negativity clear.

She looks at me in disgust, ignores me and continues packing for me.

My lips are shaking, my hands are the same, I am scared and I need help, someone help me please, my mind can not stop thinking about what my life will become from now on.

"Thrue since your father left me I no longer feel anything, absolutely nothing. Do you understand? "I shake my head, maybe I know what he means but I don't want to admit it." God, you're so stupid, I don't feel the happy love of a mother for you.

The crack of a branch when breaking does not compare as my heart did, my tears were running down my cheeks I feel a lot of pressure on my brain, it is something painful. When your miserable life is only suffering you get used to it but not completely, I just know that I want to escape but I can't do it because behind these walls they await me.

She finished packing my things to then take them outside the house, my tears were falling in heaps. My body felt very heavy, perhaps exhausted, so much so that I no longer felt like begging and although I also knew that I was not going to make him change his mind no matter what he said, she would continue with her plan.

I went in search of the person who gave me life, she hands her my suitcase and he hands her an envelope, I looked scared at my mother when she walked towards me with that envelope in her hands, she hated what the envelope contained, but she hated me more to me for not fighting, for not defending my right and just giving up like that without giving a real battle.

"Sign, you have to go." He comments would be, without any qualms.

"Mother, I ask you please do not do this to me." I beg for the last time." I will do everything you want, but do not do this to me."

She huffs tired, annoyed and frustrated, I know it frustrates her not to dispatch her only daughter quickly. My heart is dying little by little and with me too.

"You're never going to understand me." She pauses. "I want to be happy, I want to be free and with you by my side I won't be." She looks at me for the first time since I knew they were coming to find me. "So sign. once and for all, understand that I just want to go away and enjoy the life that I could not enjoy because of your birth." This was the last thing I could bear, hearing her speak in that way was not pleasant at all.

I turn towards the glass window that faces the right hand, I can visualize that there are more guards outside, and it hurts more when I know that they were listening to what my own mother was saying, I felt my own trash and useless that I could not fend.

But I had to stop insisting, I tremblingly took the pencil and the sheets that she offered me, I determinedly read each paragraph even though I already knew what I was going to do, I did not want to find surprises later, after several minutes of reading the extensive contract and see what were mostly sanctions in case it caused me to breach some of the already imposed treaties.

I began to sign on each page that asked for my signature, I went to the last page that had to put my name and surname, I sigh with the fallen men, it was my happiness that I was giving without being able to do anything.

My mother tears away the contract and the marriage papers already signed, I saw her complete satisfaction with what I was witnessing. For the first time I felt like I wanted to hate her, and it should be noted that it was not a pretty feeling at all.

"Ready, here is everything signed and you can give me what you promised." Her smile did not fit on her face, she seemed so happy, because she was actually very happy and had never seen her like this.

I eagerly await that my misfortune will bring you the true satisfaction of freedom and above all of happiness.

I did not want to see more, I could only visualize before leaving the doors of my former house, it was the black leather briefcase, I was not stupid not to realize that it contained nothing but money.

I left the house without saying anything, not a goodbye. I stopped short when I saw the amount of uniformed men who were outside my house, the only thing I felt at this precise moment was resentment.

"Miss, come with me." He did not imitate any syllable, not even a sound, I just followed him.

The same man opens the door of one of the parked cars for me, already mounted in the car we waited only a few seconds approximately, perhaps the bodyguard wanted me to say goodbye to my old life and I did it mentally.

I started the car and the others did too, my tears came out again, I never thought I could cry so much so I let off steam without any shame, the three men who were with me only limited themselves to breathing and I thanked them from the heart.

I got married, there was no altar wedding or party, it was the only thing I could thank for all this. Because to be honest I couldn't pretend that everything was fine when it was the opposite.

I do not know the person who is married to me, nor do I want to know him. I only know his name and what he does, maybe it is nothing but for me that information is everything.

Yang Feih, that's the name of the person I hate so much without even knowing him.

"I hope he never regrets what he did to me." I said with rancor, witnessing that he grows fast.

But I knew that my mother was not incompetent at all, she is very intelligent and surely asked for a fortune.

It takes a while to relax, to breathe deeply and above all to be able to accept what my life had become today, I settle down a bit, being more or less satisfied, it didn't take three seconds for me to fall asleep.