Chapter 30- Feelings and Memories.

Sebastien's POV.

Gosh she was so adorable, coming in to see her in thought, I couldn't disturb her.

She looked like she was in a different land and faraway. I had to interrupt her, so she'll get what to eat, I wasn't sure she has eaten for those days they abducted her.

She scrunched her nose slightly, and I was in awe immediately, it was so funny how she could make me lost in her without her even trying, her energy pulled me, calming me and also humming softly in me.

I remember immediately how I got into one of my dangerous mood and normally, my family avoided me or just locked me there till I calmed down, but she dragged me out of it, she smoothened my anger, draged me from that destructive oblivion I was getting into, and she did it without trying, I remember her voice when I was in that murderous trance, she called me, and I couldn't resist it, the demon in me fought for dominance, but her call and presence was more powerful than that of the demon it me, and I would never let her go.

I get pretty destructive when it happens and I sometimes it last for days, I could hurt lots of people even innocent ones, I was happy she pulled me out of that destructive trance I entered and she did it effortlessly.

She scrunched her nose again and I smiled, Gosh! She was so damn pretty, the freckles fanned her face, making her look more ethereal than anyone, most vampires who weren't original or born with it and were turned, got beautiful after turning cause being immortal made them look amazing, immortality had it's perks and also it's consequences.

"So I'm going to prepare lamb for you, I got a fresh one, I'll make mine a little fresh so I could eat, and then make yours more cooked." I told her and she turned immediately coming back to the present, she must really love daydreaming because she has been doing that a lot since she came here, I stilled slowly thinking if what happened or her abduction made her this way, I felt guilty, I was responsible for what happened to her.

"What's wrong?" She asked softly placing her hands on my arms, I loved the feel of her hands the best within them, melting my cold temperature.

"What's disturbing you?" She asked again gazing up at me lovingly, since she told me she has accepted the fact she was my mate, I was the luckiest person, it made me so happy, and she didn't fail to hid her feelings for me, in these few moments we had after I told her what she was to me, it was like she needed confirmation and she acknowledged her feelings immediately.

I smiled at her and shook my head "I'm fine, was just having disturbing thoughts." I told her and she frowned slightly.

"Is this about my kidnapping?" She asked "if it is then don't blame yourself for it, It happened because they wanted to attack you and you saved me okay!" She said bringing her hands to my cheek.

"You make everything simple." I told her with a smile.

And she smiled back at me, I went into the kitchen to prepare her meal immediately.