[12. Make a Promise]

Standing in front of the mirror a small figure appeared in front of me with various new expressions and appearances.

The black hair that had been cut short made my face so refreshing, the deep orange and gold eyes were as beautiful as jewel balls, the pale white skin and thin skin were visible under the white shirt, the small legs below looked so fragile.

There are only two explanations in my appearance. Weak and fragile..

It's a look I don't like, but considering the future I don't have to worry about it for now.

The earrings in my ears add value to my charm, they may seem cute but if they have a cold expression they look cute. What's more, the elf young man deserved to think of him as his little brother. This appearance was so deceiving.

And.. I feel like a naughty little gangster wearing these earrings.

I remember, about these earrings the stall owner mentioned only he didn't know how to use them. Usually if you don't use magic, spirit items like that won't respond well, what's more, I don't know, will this earring choose me as its master later?

I tried a few things that were a little silly but found them all useless, I couldn't help but sigh and decided to use them when I was able to learn basic magic.

Hopefully I have magic or at least I have some magic talent, just a 'little', 1% is enough to make me happy.

If not, I'll have to be forced to become a sword master. I wish the best for myself.

Today I will try to borrow Erlian's library key with the butler. Today, I'm wearing a white short-sleeved shirt and a small gray vest along with black shorts.

It's still summer, when the morning air at night is still chilly but will slowly heat up as the sun shines.

I went looking for the butler while hiding from the other maids, I haven't explored this place much. But for now I can not still a lot of unfinished work.

Luckily, I have not received the memory of having been taught to read and write a lot, that was 6 months ago. Luckily the butler still has a soft heart, that's what I know in my memory.

I thought no one would be merciful to Ryon, apparently there are some good ones, one of which is the butler and the gardener's aunt.

I was taught to read and write from the butler, maybe because of this life I have a large brain capacity so my head suddenly became intelligent suddenly. Saying something like this makes a joke...

I finally met the butler, he seemed to be heading to first brother's room. Before that I have to immediately ask for the key from him first!

"Uncle Clos!"

The butler turned around and faced me, I smiled at him. I can finally speak fluently after half a night of practice. The butler named Closer smiled at me, then he asked.

"Little master? Is there something?"

"I.. I want to go to aby, I want to staa sailing... S. Tu. Dy.. Can it be uncle?" (I want to go library, i want to start sailing.. Study, can it be uncel?)

He was shocked but it was only temporary before it returned to normal, the butler now had a moved face, he turned back it seemed like his tears were falling? Em.. Butler you are too emotional I just want to learn..

"Uncle Clos?"

"Ah.. Yes, alright.. Let's go to the library"

I nodded happily but refrained from acting like a child, this child's body affected a lot of my emotions which I had been holding on to for so long I felt a little embarrassed.

***

"Alfa.. You're too cruel, stop all this before it's too late Alfa.."

He laughed while holding his head, his long black hair in a ponytail fluttering in the wind made him look elegant, his cold, soft hoarse voice gave off a threatening feeling, a black and red aura enveloped him that would make anyone who approached him die.

That person turned his back on me and said hatefully.

"Cruel? This is what they should accept, Your majesty's Felin, you will never understand how terrible this world is."

"I better clean things up before it's too late"

He turned and looked straight at me, his deep orange and gold eyes looked dim and hot met mine, it was beautiful but alas it was a gaze that killed and tainted with thirst for hatred.

That hatred... So thick, it made it hard for me to breathe. What made him like this? A person who is cheerful and full of warmth turns into...

"Sorry I'm late to save you-"

"No need, god has chosen my destiny cruelly. So, I will destroy what he loves all along"

"ALFA!"

"I don't need your majesty's attention, I'm fed up!"

Suddenly at his feet grew a vortex of hurricane which was enveloped by a bright and fierce red fire, the fire covered his shadow I tried to grab it unfortunately I couldn't..

It's too late, everything's ruined

Screams and cries resounded the fire devoured everything from near to far even I couldn't see land at any end. Everything was filled with red flames that were as hot and fierce as the anger and hatred of that one person.

Yes, god. Why did you leave this person? What is loved is all destroyed, even myself will be destroyed..

And die..

Is this what you want? Alfa.. I don't know what your life has been like all this time, even I was surprised when I came home to hear you were executed, when I heard you appeared, I was happy but at the same time surprised by such a big change.

I thought making you my sister made you happy but I was negligent and ended up like this..

If I had the chance one more time, I would try and dissuade you from choosing the evil path..

I will make you feel what love and family love feels like, even though I don't know how to take care of people yet but I will try to make you a person who will never be a hateful person and a person who will always be cheerful.

I will definitely promise you one thing. Also I don't want to lose them and yourself.

I'm a Rossy Feliano Edgar will promise to make you happy.