pairing with the senior on the project part 1

the next day after professor Black announced about the project he told us since we are much and he can't observe the whole class by himself he told us some top students in history class were coming over to help us I sighted as I heard the news but what can I do some other girls jump excitedly as they heard the news fast forward to the next day like usually I harte been distrub by the loud bell but what can I do it either I obligated and get adapted to their rules.

we were ordered to form a straight line one for the males and the other for the female we stood still as we waited for the top five seniors that would be assigned to us we waited for god knows how long finally senior Irene came out holding a big text book as usual she adjusted her glasses maybe too see the future am just joking she seem always collected strict and reserve with one glance you would know she is an introvert an international introvert at that she look quite depressed, been away from your family for years and as a top students there is always little or no vocation and that a big reason too be depressed for that reason I don't want to be a top students never!!

just as she walk in senior olive walk in while holding her fancy water bottle and her one side hand bag she was so full of herself as much as I harte too admit I don't like her not because she has pride but she has bad vibes and a way of spoiling the mood and she always think everything revolves around her she was not that pretty for guys too worship but for some reason and rumors I heard was that her dad was rich but not that rich let me say her dad was top 200 richest parent in the school not that bad compared too my dad but I wasn't comparing both dads my dad was the best he was always honest even though he got framed in his company and Lost his job and engaged in selling agricultural products with my mom he was still honest and I wish justice could be served too my dad, either ways we didn't starved or had lack of shelter or clothes or education my parents were not too perfect but till they are, I shouldn't blame my parents for not noticing me after been raped by my cousin and was threatened not too tell anyone they were not at fault how would they know the people they call family actually did that too their daughter I had trauma when I was a kid always seeing my cousin in my dreams assaulting me no matter how much I convinced myself I was still hurt and still trying to heal up I never told my family especially my mom since she would just have an heart attack since he was my mom brother child my dad always had ill feeling about my mom brother but he never talk about it because he didn't wanted to hurt my mom since he was her only surviving family not actually we are her family as well I am planning too take my secret too my grave since am scared, scared of what people who see me after my confession scared of who will marry me after finding out that I lost my virginity too my cousin scared of everything.

I don't wann lose any more things I know how it hurt when I came of age and realized am also been abused when I was younger and not only lost my purity at the age of five.

not even my husband I can't risk it at all I am scared so scared.

few minutes after olive walk in senior lan walk in, he look hot in his casual wears that one benefits of been a top students you are allowed to wear any clothe of your choice expect from mondays he wore a black pant and blue shirt he look so hot the stupid girls in the class waved at him while blushing and glancing at him with a flirting smile while some adjust their breast and bodies.

why are some girls so stupid olive suddenly casted a dead glance at the girls they suddenly took their eyes of him cause they knew she would make their lives a living hell in this school I guess she was either senior lan girlfriend or side chick but she was just too beautiful too be his side chick I watch as senior lan look at senior olive with a seductive look as his eyes switch too her breast she suddenly touch her breast and gave it a slight press there is no doubt that the two of them might have had sex she suddenly squeeze her legs as if she was wet on her pant what was wrong with this two shameless seniors give yourselves some respect will you, this was so disgusting.

my thoughts were interrupted when I heard a familiar voice

oh no not him again please lord

hanoka was here again and this time he was wearing a transparent shirt with a brown pant the whole class was drooling expect me and some of the sensible boys professor Black walk down too us as he noticed the sudden noise he suddenly halted at his step as he gaze at hanoka " keep quiet class " he ordered as the whole class went silicient " were is him ? " he ask the four of them but they look unbother and hanoka said " I guess his a looser who can't toutor the newbies " hanoka said with a mocking smirk on his face " his too full of himself and his just another looser who would....." olive suddenly stop speaking when she noticed the figured walking in she swallow the saliva in her throat as I gaze at the door

why is fate been this cruel on me why Hanzon well his isn't that bad but .....I don't know am just scared of myself maybe.