Forgivenesss

Only thoes who are risking to go far can possibly find out how far one can go as we sit upon our thrones watching them day after day and night after night,  While a fool thinks himself to be wise but a wise man knows himself to be a fool for better a witty fool then a foolish wit. Beware of false knowledge it is more dangerous then ignornace for ignorance is the curse of god and knowlegde is the wings where to fly to heaven but one must wonder why is ignorance the knowlege of which is the mother of wonder he thought sitting in front of the Cross "I must let go of the life I have planned so I may accept the one that is waiting for me. Tonight I will commit many sins and I only ask that you forgive me, for it is easier to forgive an enemy then a friend" He prayed quietly "I do not fear what awaits me tomorrow cause my fear is only as deep as my mind allows it. I have seen yesterday and today how I dred it, Deeply consumed by what I must do tonight" He stood from his knees pulling his sword he looked to the Cross and let the Moonlight cast it's light upon the sword, "Father use to tell me stories of Survival. During the harsh winter I found the body of dead man frozen to death in the snow. I should of been afraid but I wasn't, I told Father later that night he told me "Son, a man can live forty days without food and three days with out water" He laughed then countinued on "A man can live eight minutes without air but remember this my son, If you take away a mans hope he will die for he can only live only one second without hope" He explained sheltering his sword he bowed "I plan to take that hope and crush it in my fist while they beg for mercy at my feet for I will be the change my people wish to see in this world, but one must wonder am I doing the right thing. Will I go to Heaven or Hell? God always gives his best to thoes who leave the choicce with him so I shall" He said and with a smirk he looked to the moon and whispered "It is time".