This is who I really am...(edited...)

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ABSURDLY I RECOMMEND THAT YOU READ CHAPTER 41 TO 49, I "REDONE" IT AND IT IS MANDATORY TO READ THEM, IF YOU WANT TO READ THE MOST RECENT CHAPTER, CHAPTER 50, IT IS MANDATORY TO READ AGAIN FROM 41 TO 49 AGAIN, OR ELSE YOU WOULD NOT UNDERSTAND ANYTHING XD

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(PoV: ???)

I opened my eyes and looked at a vast blue sky. The view was beautiful. I got up and looked around. I was in a small green forest. "Where am I...?" Confusion filled me for a while, but I decided to walk and explore the place. There were some birds in the trees. It seemed like a peaceful place.

I walked to a small crystal blue lake. "Wow, that looks great..."

I approached the lake and looked at my reflection. I only saw a big dark spot. So, I can't see it, huh...

I touched my face, but I only saw how my hand entered the darkness. Haha... it's a shame. At least I wanted to see it one last time...

I walked away from the lake and looked around. "Now what do I do...?"

"..."

"Well, maybe I'll explore the place a little more..." I mumbled as I walked even further.

As I walked, I saw some strange things: large, old, and broken statues. They seemed old from the time that had passed. They looked like stone statues of a person, but the faces of the statues were broken, and the vast majority were almost completely destroyed.

I approached a statue and said, "Well... now I'm curious about where I am..."

"It's a dimension that I created a long time ago..." A voice startled me, and I quickly turned around. I saw a humanoid shadow that seemed to be made of black gas.

"Tom...?" I said, looking for an answer. Maybe it could be him... I hope it's him...

"Hello Noah, it's been a while. Well, I don't even remember how much time has passed... I hardly pay any attention to time and such," said the shadow with a somewhat excited voice. I sighed in relief. It seems that it is Tom...

The shadow began to move closer to the statues. "I remember this... the first civilization... something very ancient... although they all killed each other, and no one was left... too bad."

"First civilization?" I said with confusion. "Were they human...?"

"Something similar. They were happy people at first, but then they began to be moved by emotions... greed, lust, anger..." Tom said in a casual voice.

"After a while, wars appeared... it was a beautiful place, but now there is nothing... just a big empty place with no one... everyone dead and no one alive... well, I want you to see something," Tom said and snapped his "fingers"...?

Suddenly, I saw with surprise how everything seemed to rewind. Time itself seemed to rewind. I looked with surprise as nature disappeared, and buildings, houses, people, and animals slowly began to appear.

I was in a large village. I saw people laughing, cooking over bonfires, and some children playing with each other.

"Wow..." was all I could say.

"Yes, wow... that's what I also said the first time I created this... although they couldn't help but disappoint me. But then I thought that disappointment is something normal. I don't have real control over people's lives. My creations have their own lives, their decisions, their families..." Tom said as he looked at the vast village.

"Well... I think this is the time..." Tom said next to me and snapped his fingers. The place changed. Now there were only ruins and skeletons on the ground. It seemed as if we were many years in the future.

"This is now this village... a lot of time passed..." Tom said, looking at the place. Then he said, "Well... now I want to talk about something else. I have to stop talking about personal things..."

He snapped his fingers again, and we appeared in a vast green expanse. The wind made my hair flutter. I saw a chair behind me and sat down.

Tom also sat down and said, "What do you think about that...?"

"I don't know... I think it's normal... almost all beings get carried away by emotions: in fights, when they win something, when they lose, when they can't achieve what they want... happiness, euphoria, anger, sadness... it's normal," I told Tom.

"Well... I don't think it's a bad answer. Emotions are the most crucial thing in living beings... even the most powerful beings have emotions... well, now comes a question that I want to ask you..." Tom said with slight emotion in his voice.

"Is it fun...? To be the way you are now...?" Tom said, waiting for my answer.

I smiled and said, "Yes... I like who I am now. It's not boring. I can enjoy several things... I certainly like fights, but I think I should do other things... sometimes I think that one day I'll go crazy and do something stupid..."

"Haha... there you have a point... I told you that one day you could go crazy... but it hasn't happened yet. That's good news," Tom said with a strange smile. Literally, his smile was completely white. It seemed as if white ink made a very simple and drawn smile.

"Well... what are you going to do now?" Tom asked with his rare smile. I opened my mouth to speak, but no words came out. I didn't know. I looked at my hands and thought. I only had the thought of fighting the vampires and that's it... just that...

"Fight...?" I said doubtfully.

"Fight? You know that's not all there is to do, right? You could have fun, laugh, cry, be with people you appreciate. Not everything is fighting. This world is vast and infinite, there are infinite possibilities... even a villain has calm days... although some don't, obviously... but you are different, Noah. It's your life, your decisions. Who are you really?" Tom said, waiting for my answer. My mind was blank. I only thought about fighting. That's what I liked but... other things?

"I don't know..." That was the only thing I could say.

"Noah Williams, until now your new life was of blood, death... something without a doubt normal for the type of system that I gave you. But you could also change those thoughts that you have. You are free, Noah... a free bird flying around heaven... you can always decide. I know that for you a villain is someone free. You can do whatever you want: a monster, a crazy person, an intelligent person, a person who is direct... it's your life," said Tom with a smile on his face.

I sighed and said, "You know something...? I remember the first time I saw a villain. It was typical, the bad and cliché guy who wanted to destroy the world. The hero defeats him and that's it... some villains are idiots, some are very intelligent people... but the heroes always won... the villain has his goals, some of them meaningless, some that for him are the only thing he has... but sometimes I think that a villain has a sea inside his head, an endless sea. He can love, he can hate, he can have companions... for me a true villain can do whatever he wants... be someone happy, someone crazy, someone with endless possibilities..."

"Haha... you really are special, Noah Williams. I want to see your adventures, your decisions, your bad moments... the things you hate, the decisions that will make you regret, the things you want to protect even if you are a villain. Because sometimes a villain can be normal, typical, lose, lose, lose. The normal thing is that they always lose, but sometimes they win. The euphoria has no rival... so win, be a villain in this world... sometimes if you want you can be a monster. Don't disappoint me and live your life... be a monster, a villain... a free bird..." Tom said with a big smile.

"Haha... good speech... you know something? I don't mind being the villain in someone's story. It's my life... so I'll take advantage of it. I'll have fun... I'll do the things I like... so look at me and decide if you will be disappointed or have fun. But it's something... I just want to have non-stop fun..." I said with a smile.

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! DON'T DISAPPOINT ME NOAH WILLIAMS, I HOPE TO SEE YOUR DECISIONS, YOUR LIFE, A VILLAIN!" Tom said while he laughed non-stop. Suddenly, everything began to deform. I saw how reality itself was falling apart. I felt sleepy. I finally woke up...

I fell to the ground and felt myself slowly passing through it. "Sometimes a place needs a villain, a monster... then I will be that... I hope you entertain me... Marvel."

I closed my eyes and whispered my last words, "I hope you entertain me..."

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(POV: Noah)

I felt something soft... it felt good, but... wasn't I on the roof of a building...? Maybe I appeared in the bed of a house...? Could be...

This bed feels good... very soft... suddenly I felt something on my face... a pillow...? Could it be... I tried to touch it a little and felt a shock, what a pillow... oh...

"Ah... master...?" I heard a voice and slowly opened my eyes. I saw an attractive young woman with blonde hair in a flare cut and blue eyes. She made a somewhat awkward smile, her face a little flushed. I looked at my hand and saw that she was holding something, oh... they're big, wait... my head was on her thighs...? That's why it's so soft... I stopped touching her and got up, what a good feeling, wait... I should concentrate...

"Ah... master...?" said the young woman behind me. I looked where she was and at the building from before. I looked around and there was nothing strange, everything seemed normal... well, it's not that bad... it seems calm.

I looked behind me and indeed, it was without a doubt Seras Victoria...

"Ah... master, are you okay?" she said with her eyebrows furrowed and a small blush on her face.

"If I'm okay, I just need to think a little," I said to Seras as she closed her eyes. It seems like that wasn't a dream, well...

Suddenly I heard a notification sound, I opened my eyes and looked at the screen in front of me with a smile.

[You have managed to obtain your first summon!

You have managed to summon Seras Victoria!!

What exactly is a summoned being?

I'll explain it to you right now!

A summoned being is an extremely rare possibility in the roulette of luck (although there are more ways to get summoned beings). Summoned beings have endless potential, they can increase their level by the system or by things external to the system. Summoned beings are beings with emotions, feelings, etc. The summoned beings can follow orders, but sometimes they can confront their Master, they can doubt his orders and even not obey them. (In addition, they also have knowledge of the system.) Each summon can be different, its potential is enormous and endless!]

I looked at the system screen in front of me and smiled, not bad... its potential has no end, plus now I have a trusted companion...

A system screen appeared in front of me.

[Seras Victoria: 1 / ???

Age: 20+

Physical strength: medium destructive level / building destroyer

Speed: hypersonic+ / mach 20+

Intelligence: average

Skills:

Bloodsucker:

The ability to absorb a person's blood and absorb their soul, along with their knowledge and memories]

Well... it's not so bad...

"Status" I said into the air and my statistics screen appeared in front of me.

[Name: Noah Williams

Age: 16

Physical strength: superhuman

Speed: superhuman

Intelligence: slightly above average

Character: Jeff the Killer, Pyramid Head, Alucard (Hellsing)!]

So the nemesis card is gone... now I have the "Blacklight"...

I looked at my hand and it looked normal, it seems like I'm "normal" for now...

Activate my Alucard, "Let's go, Seras."

"OK, master!!" Seras said as she followed me.

I took a step and fell to the ground, in an alley, I looked around and it was empty.

As I walked down the alley I muttered, "System...?"

[You have gotten a new card!!

Do you want to activate it now?

Y/N]

I ignored the screen and decided to look at it another day, not for now.

While Seras and I walked through the streets she looked at the place with curiosity, it's true, she is not from 2020, she was from the '90s...

"Are you OK...?" I asked with a smile. She was startled and said, "Yes... this place is..."

"It's the year 2020, don't worry, I'll teach you some things and you'll be able to adapt... I hope so," I said with a smile as I touched her head and ruffled her hair. I moved my hand away and walked towards the house.

It seems that I will have to explain Seras to John and Jess.

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(third person: somewhere in transylvania)

In a large and imposing castle, six people were walking down a grand hallway towards a room. They wore black trench coats, some with masks and some without. A guy with blindfolds said, "Do you think those four will come back safely...? I hope nothing happens to my beautiful Sofia~..."

"Sometimes you're pretty disgusting... Andrew... I'm impressed that you come from the Bloodburn house ..." said the person next to him, the only other person without a mask on. She was a mature woman, curvy and, at first glance, quite beautiful.

She had straight black hair that reached down to her back. Andrew replied with a disdainful smile, "Haha... Alice says it... the bitch..."

Alice, the woman, stopped smiling and said, "Don't bother... dwarf... do you want to die...?"

Andrew smiled and said, "Why don't you try it... water balloons?"

Alice smiled with a vein on her forehead, but a voice calmed the whole confrontation, "Don't fight... the meeting is going to start..."

Alice and Andrew looked at a guy who was quite tall. He wore the same clothes as the others, but half of his mask was red. Andrew said, "Well... you saved yourself, bitch..."

Alice clicked her tongue and ignored Andrew. The others walked towards a large double door. Andrew opened it and entered. The room was large, and a big circular table was in the center with ten chairs, but only six were used.

On the walls, there were old paintings depicting various people, some elderly, others young.

Everyone sat in their respective chairs. The person with the black and red mask sat down and said, "It's time for the meeting of the Royal Guards. Well... start the reports... Andrew Bloodburn, you first."

Andrew scratched his head and said, "Well... everything is normal, nothing strange, everything is as usual..."

Alice said with a smile, "That's bad, Andrew... a report, not answers from a primary school child..."

Andrew clenched his fist and said with a smile, "Well... I'm sorry, miss..."

The guy in the red and black mask said, "Alice Bloodfall, your turn..."

Alice said with a formal smile, "For now, everything is going quite well. The blood bags are still in good condition, my soldiers continue training day and night, although most of the provisions are in a bit of bad condition... our house is also improving Transylvania's defenses in case there are air or ground attacks... that's all, Mr. Redblood..."

The guy in the black and red mask said, "Not bad..."

The guy in the red mask looked at another person and said, "Patrick Bloodriver...?"

A person with a trench coat and black mask said with some nervousness, "Ah, yes... ah... it's just that... ah..."

Andrew said with a smile, "He didn't, again huh..."

"Bloodriver, didn't you make your report...?" said the guy with the black and red mask. Patrick said, "Well... maybe...?"

The guy in the black and red mask said, "Well... I'll have to talk to you later..."

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Dracula was with his eyes closed while sitting on his imposing throne. Suddenly, kneeling in front of him was his son, Arkham Tepes...

Dracula slowly opened his eyes and said, "What happens now...?"

Arkham said with a smile, "The Royal Guards are in their meeting and gave their respective reports... almost half of them, father... I just came to ask a simple question..."

Dracula casually said, "Speak."

Arkham said, "Are you sure that the four of them can defeat their target...?"

Dracula sighed and said, "It's likely... although I don't think so..."

Arkham widened his eyes in surprise and said quickly, "But they are Royal Guards! How could they be defeated!?"

Dracula said with annoyance, "My son... you still don't know what the world is like... there are things that even I don't know... in this world, there are people with absurd power... I'm not the strongest... But at least I have power..."

Arkham opened his mouth to speak but no words came out. He sighed and said, "Yes... father..." He disappeared into the darkness. Dracula sighed and said, "It seems this will be a little more complicated than I thought... The four who went to New York... that's probably what will happen..."

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(POV: Noah)

I looked at the door in front of me and sighed, thinking of an explanation.

I knocked on the door and waited a while. Seras was next to me, looking at the door while whistling a little.

The door opened, and Jess looked at me and said, "Ah... you finally came--who is she?" Jess pointed at Seras with a furrowed eyebrow. I explained with a smile, "Let me come in and I'll explain..."

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"So... she was attacked by a vampire... you took pity and turned her into a vampire...?" Jess said as he crossed his arms. John was drinking a glass of water while he looked at us.

"Yep, you could say it was a whim," I said with a small smile. Jess covered her face with her hand and said, "Sometimes you do things so..."

I smiled as I ruffled Seras' hair. "Well... changing the subject, do you have a room for her?"

Jess thought for a while and said, "Yep, it's a guest room. I hardly use it, she can use that place."

I clapped my hands and said while pointing at Seras, "Well, that's it. By the way, her name is Seras Victoria!"

Seras smiled a little and said, "Hello..."

Jess looked at her and said with a smile, "Hello." Although I think I saw her looking at her breasts, maybe I saw it wrong... yes, probably that...

Jess said, "I'll take her to see the room... you stay on the couch like always."

I saw how Jess grabbed Seras's hand and took her to see the room. I smiled when I saw that. It seems that Jess won't be bored now.

"Well... so mercy, huh?" John said while he looked at me with a smile. He told me, "You changed a little... before, you didn't hesitate to kill anyone..."

I sat on the couch and said, "Yes... I had a little revelation. Obviously, killing is something normal for me, but... I should also do other things. Oh, right, do you have a PC...?"

"A PC...? I have a laptop... although I don't know if it works, I'll lend it to you tomorrow," John said as he finished his glass of water.

I nodded and made a red hat appear. I put it on my face and lay down on the couch. I think I'll be able to rest now...

"Good night," I said and closed my eyes.

"Good night," I heard John speak and heard his footsteps walk away...

Bedtime...

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(POV: Seras Victoria)

"Well, this is the room. It's a little dirty, but it's not that bad. I haven't used it in a while. If you want, you can clean it up a little," Jess said with a smile as she walked away. She seemed nice, I think...

I walked into the open room, and it was pretty normal, with some posters of things I didn't know what they were. Maybe a music band?

I looked at the bed, and it wasn't that bad. I sat on it and lay down, looking at the ceiling and muttering, "Well, it wasn't a bad day... I think?"

I moved a little and muttered, "A new place... new people... this is a little uncomfortable... well, at least the Master..."

I smiled and slept a little. Tomorrow, I was going to look at the house. I have to adapt to this world, I promised the Master...

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(POV: Noah)

"Look! This is one of my favorites!"

"Wow... that's great!"

The voices are annoying... I can't sleep well... who is bothering so early in the morning...?

I moved my hat a little and looked out of the corner of my eye at Seras and Jess. There were some weapons on the table. What the hell are they doing...?

"Look, this is an M4, it's one of my favorites..." I sighed and said in a slightly annoyed voice, "Hey... let me sleep..."

"Oh, hello teacher!" Seras said with a smile. Jess said with annoyance in her voice, "Hey, if you want to sleep, you can go to the room, you know...? or maybe in a coffin..."

I sighed and said, "Nah..."

She sighed and said, "Well then, stay there."

I got up and stretched a little. I'm thirsty...

I walked to the refrigerator and took out a juice box, grabbed a glass, and filled it. A good orange juice is never bad...

I put the juice box away and sat on the couch, watched television, and everything was normal until they showed a news story about the X-Men...

It seems like they saved people in Canada or something like that. Those guys give me a bad feeling.

I finished my glass of juice and said, "Well, Seras, let's go out. I'll show you the... city."

"Ah, well, I'll go out with the Master. I'll come later!" Seras said as she got up from a chair and followed me. I'm going to have to teach her several things.

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I looked at Seras, who was watching a large television in a store. She was watching the news with a smile. I sighed and handed her the ice cream. "Here, it's vanilla."

She accepted it and said, "Thank you."

"You're welcome. Well, how's the place...?" I said with a smile.

"It's... great," she said with a smile as she ate the ice cream.

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another chapter """"remade""""