Two

You don't appreciate them.

You don't appreciate their kindess,

Their concern,

Their loyalty and willingness to help you.

And watching that,

Helps me see you in a different angle.

I see you can be uncaring.

I can also see you can be mean.

I don't like how you acted,

So why do I still love you?

I don't want to.

I don't want to love you.

I don't want to leave you either.

I want to stay by your side.

Yet I want to stay far away.