His Departure

What was this heavy feeling across my waist? Why was my neck so warm? Sebastion never cuddled me, he said it was too weird. Was he that worried about me that he had to keep me so close? It was starting to make me feel suffocated. Did he change the sheets too? These are more soft than I remember. Of course that could also just be because they where in better condition than then Inn's. That damn inn, this damn mess. What was I going to do? I paused, my eyes closed as I listened to the deep breathing that landed on my neck. Was Sebastion that worried about me he would cuddle? What the hell happened to him? I slowly opened my eyes, squinting with the light from the sun. I slowly blinked as my eyes adjusted.

"Sebastion you dunce, remove yourself from me. You are suffocating me!" There was no reply. Oh how I hated waking him up. The moodiest and most annoying human being to ever exist if he wakes up before he is suppose to. I stared up at the ceiling, already noticing something was off. It was gold instead of white. The walls where a maroon color as opposed to a dirty cream color. The mattress, was by far way more soft than the one Sebastion and I shared. I could feel myself sink into the mattress as it caressed my body. So much more comfortable than our shabby bed.

The four poster bed had been center against the wall, leaving space on both sides of the bed. Ours was normally against the wall. Sebastion said it provided comfort, and also kept him from rolling off the bed. If he wasn't a damn bed hog, he wouldn't have to worry about it. My eyes followed the gold curtain hung around the bed, giving it a royal feeling. A wardrobe sat on the wall opposite the bed, the gold paint chipping away from it. Where was I? This was not my room. The last thing I remember was sharing the bath house with Drake...

I froze, slowly realizing why this wasn't my room. I eyed the arm suspiciously as it laid limp at my waist. The color alone was off. Sebastion was a pale white, this arm was tanned. Almost a perfect tan. I followed the arm to it's respectful owner and jumped in surprise. Drake had me wrapped up in his arms as he slept. His face so calm and boyish. What was he thinking? Oh gods he was so intoxicating. To think I just mistook him from my brother was appalling.

Was it so bad that he was laying here with me? If I recalled I didn't wake up once. No bad dreams plagued me last night. Whether it be because I was so tired, or that I just felt secure around him. Not to mention these soft silk sheets where irresistible. So smooth and creamy like against my skin. I froze in horror. They felt this nice because I was completely naked under these sheets. There was no towel. This bastard saw my entire naked body! While I was helplessly asleep! The worst part is I didn't even find it appalling. Why was this happening to me?

I gently tried to push his arm off of me. But he was dead weight as he slept, practically keeping me jailed to his side. I fidgeted again, hoping that I could move him with out waking him. I really didn't want to face him naked. It was bad enough he already saw me, but his open teases would be to much. Come on Aria, don't feel so weak around him and just push! His arm slightly loosened his hold, but I froze as he readjusted in the bed, his arm retightening around me. His body spooning me so closely from behind. My naked back pressed against his exposed chest made my heart pound in my ears. He was so very close to me now. Was he at least wearing pants? His nose buried in my neck and hair as he fell back asleep. I felt my face turn red. The audacity of this beast. He would get an earful when he woke up.

"Drake, I have to get up!" I hissed under my breath. He would let me up even if it meant I had to embarrass myself. I couldn't be this exposed next to him, I wasn't ready for it. He made no move to respond and he never budged and inch. He was toying with me now. He knew that I was uncomfortable and yet would pin me here to him and keep me trapped. Just who do you think you are messing with Drake. So I pushed against his arm harder, but in response he pressed his lips casually against my cheek. Waves of electricity passed over my sensitive skin.

"Let me sleep." He groaned into my neck. I could feel him pouting now that I had aroused him from his sleep. If it had been any other situation I would have found it adorable and would let him have his way, but I can't just sit here this exposed. I needed clothes. I was no prude, but it just felt in decent.

"Drake I am absolutely and horrifyingly naked. I need to go get changed." I whined, trying to push him again. I heard him give a little sigh and he grabbed my hand with his and tucked it under the pillow. He was firm with his grip, not allowing me to move. The sheet had started to wiggle it's way off my exposed body at his attempt to still me.

"You are under the blanket Aria." He growled. I rolled my eyes. Yes, I am under the blankets, and you are touching me in ways I may not be able to help myself. Please let me go while I still have my resolve. Feeling as though I was going to protest again, he shifted to lean over me, his lips dangerously close to mine. I felt him casually rub them against my skin, the tingles growing and zapping their way down my body. I couldn't help the delightful shivers that coursed through me.

"Just a little longer? I won't see you for a few days." He mumbled as his lips pressed against mine. Any protests I had before dissipated and was lost. I suppose a few more minutes wouldn't hurt. What's the worst that could happen? He let my hand go so I could wrap my arms around his neck, deepening the kiss. He pulled away, slightly panting, and buried himself in my neck. Satisfied with my obedience, he laid back down behind me and continued to spoon me. He even moved my top leg out of the way so he could nestle his between mine. I don't think I ever slept this intimately with someone. Despite how embarrassed I felt, it still was really nice. My body tingled at his soft exhales that brushed gently against my skin. I traced lazy patterns on his arm as he continued to doze. I myself kept fading in and out of sleep, his breathing lulling me.

When he finally did move, it was almost mid day. Not wanting to deal with his teasing I pretended to stay asleep. He wasn't having it though. His hands gently stroked my sides and I couldn't help bite my lip to stifle my moans of pleasure. Each stroke leaving ghostly traces at every pass. There was a deep chuckle as he nibbled my ear. What a monster teasing me this way. Did he think he could get away with such actions so willingly. But his hand stilled and I heard him sigh heavily as he kissed my cheek and rolled out of bed. My face lit up as he was in nothing but his boxers. Was that really pressed against me this whole time? All the intimacy kept apart by one piece of clothing? He was too much. I turned and buried myself under the covers while he shuffled around the room.

"What are you doing?" He mused as he peaked under the covers. The cool air hitting my exposed body. I squeaked in surprise and covered all my intimate parts with my hands. So arrogant.

"Waiting for you to get dressed." He chuckled as he pulled the sheet off my head. Although his eyes where a dark and stormy blue, they where still filled with so much light. The tides had finally settled and where no longer raging. So peaceful and serene it was almost coaxing me to join him. I felt his thumb brush lightly against my cheek as he closed the distance between us, brushing a light and quick kiss upon my lips before walking to the door. The cotton that he normally wore, was replaced by black leather armor, a strap on his back to hold his sword. I never realized how big it truly was. The handle alone was thick and long, you would need to hold it with two hands. The holster than held the blade was even taller than me. It makes sense why he had such thick muscles. Wielding a large blade like that would need strength.

"I'll wait for you outside." He winked at me before walking out the door. I peaked at him through the sheets until I heard the soft click of the door. Finally some privacy! I quickly tossed the sheet off my body, watching as they flailed around with my desperate motions. The last thing I wanted was for him to change his mind and come back through that door. I would not provide a show for him because he didn't have any decency. On top of his dresser was a stack of fresh and clean set of clothes, the ones I brought with me last night to the bath house. At least he was nice enough to bring the clean ones with him.

Quickly getting dressed, I scampered out the door. Thank the gods he didn't bother coming back in. Maybe he wasn't as arrogant as I thought he was. But the way that man tempted me was going to drive me absolutely bonkers. A few days away from each other might be a good idea after all. I know we only just confessed our feelings for each other, but he was already starting to treat me like I was his lover. A bit too fast for my liking. Drake was leaned up against the wall, waiting patiently. When he saw the flushed look upon my face his face lit up in amusement.

"That didn't take you long." He pushed off the wall, taking long strides to close the distance between us. His fingers intertwined with mine as he held my hand, his fingers upon my face. The heat rose and I could feel myself turn red. I only rushed because I was afraid he would try and enter while I dressed.

"Because I thought you would try and peak at me." I mumbled avoiding his gaze. He laughed softly as he dropped my chin, his fingers gently squeezing mine.

"You really are adorable. I am a gentleman milady, you have my word that I didn't see a thing. You where the one that peeled the towel off." Oh good lord, that couldn't be true. "I can only assume you got hot in the middle of the night and tore it off. I promise you, I didn't see a thing." I don't think I could be more red. How embarrassing. It was normal if it was with Sebastion because after all we where siblings, but to be so indecent in front of him was...ugh!

"I am so sorry, I-I, this is-" He laughed again, stroking my lips with his thumb. I could see how amused I made him, but the fondness in his eyes is what really threw me off.

"It's refreshing to see you flustered as opposed to angry and guarded. It's like I am looking at a whole new person. It's even more gratifying that I am the only one that causes these emotions in you." Alright, so you get a kick out of making me feel helpless. I get it. I cleared my throat and pulled away from him, straightening my shirt and trying to compose myself. He was right about one thing, he was the only one that made me feel so flustered. "I must leave now my little rose. You will stay here for me and keep safe while I am gone. I'll be back in two days."

There was a part of me that dropped when he said he had to leave, but I knew it was for the best. He couldn't just think about me, and nor would I let him. It just meant that it will be so much sweeter when he returns. And I would be here waiting for him.

"You must not worry about me. I can take care of myself. I have Sebastion as well. So please have a safe trip. I'll be here when you get back." His warm gentle smile made me feel an emotion that I had never thought I would experience again. It was pure and warm. Sweet and welcoming. It was the same feeling that died the day I joined the Guild. It was love, so wholesome so beautiful, and yet it could be so painful.