Undecided

"Stupid Qiao! Stupid! Stupid!" Mo Lihua mumbled furiously as she continued to hit the bed using a pillow. She's using the bed as a substitute for Yu Qiao's face.

She just finished the call with Yu Qiao, which she greatly regretted making so in the first place. Speaking with him just now caused her too much emotional pain, although it is partly her own fault as she really did taunt him after he asked if she was still a virgin.

It was a bad move on her part because instead of becoming angry, Yu Qiao gave her advice instead like it wasn't a big deal!

You really don't care at all! I want you to get angry! Get angry like you care that I had sex with someone else! Mo Lihua thoughts silently, her vision blurred as the tears spilled from her eyes. She feels like she's being suffocated, her heart squeezing painfully whenever she remembers his reaction.

Mo Lihua is tired. She is so exhausted from dealing with Yu Qiao and everything else. She is now laying on the bed, wearing her sleeping clothes, and silently allowing the tears in her eyes to fall.

"Would he like me if I removed my disguise?" she whispered, then snorted at the idea.

"Why won't you get angry or jealous, at least once… Please…" Mo Lihua whispered as she hugged the pillow tightly, using it to cover her face to suppress her sobs. "He really does not care…" she mumbled painfully. It was stupid to even hope because if Yu Qiao had any romantic feelings for her, he would at least show hostility at the idea of her having a boyfriend.

For Mo Lihua, him bugging her is just normal since Yu Qiao is a very impatient person. He will not stop until the goal is achieved. Right now, she is sure that his goal is to meet her so-called boyfriend.

"Why so-called? Why not just a true boyfriend?" Mo Lihua suddenly asked herself.

Mo Lihua was feeling rebellious. 'So what if he does not care?' She thought, There are a lot of guys out there. So many to choose from! I won't bother with Brother Qiao anymore!'

"If he doesn't want me, then I will just look for someone who does!" she uttered with conviction.

Choosing to put a stop to her one-sided love, Mo Lihua decided to look for a replacement! A real boyfriend, not a temporary guy, but someone who will stay regardless of what she looks like.

"Right! I will look for someone who does not measure boobies first," Mo Lihua exclaimed in annoyance, cupping her breasts with both hands through her shirt.

"I am sorry dears because Zang Fei owns larger melons than you guys. Brother Qiao probably does not like apples. Let's just look for someone who does," she whispered as she looked down at her breasts with sadness, though trying hard to cheer-up.

Releasing a deep breath, Mo Lihua sat at the edge of the bed then patted her cheeks with both hands. "You can do this," she encouraged herself.

She then stood to go towards the dressing room, despite not wearing any glasses. As she usually keeps spare glasses in different sizes stashed in a drawer, she grabbed a smaller pair and put them on before taking a bunch of makeup from her dressing table.

Mo Lihua honestly didn't know what to put on her face. She needs to hide her appearance, but she also wants a real boyfriend, so what? Is she going to fool another person?

After a while, Mo Lihua was still undecided. She started feeling frustrated, and it got worse with every passing minute.

"Ah!" Mo Lihua suddenly threw her makeup towards the mirror in anger. She wants to stop wearing disguises, she wants to stop fooling people! How?! Until when?! Can't she even look for a real boyfriend?!

Mo Lihua covered her mouth to avoid the noise of her sobbing. In all honesty, she wanted to scream until she couldn't scream anymore.

"Young Miss! What happened here?!" Rita had entered the bedroom to give Mo Lihua some warm milk. The maid was waiting for her Young Miss to finish using the bathroom when she heard the scream.